raaaah. i'm so nervous about formal. i really am..and gosh..what if he doesnt want me to go anymore. what shall i do..i'll feel so foolish. i totally hope everything goes perfect. i really dont want to bore the heck out of him and ruin it. i really dont. and i have this overwhelming feeling of..i dont know what. its like nervousness, anxious..feels like something going to happen..i dont know whether its good or bad..but sheesh. i feel all...raaah! i still hope he wants me to go..i really do.