soo much stuff has happend and i havent wrote an entry in here in forever!. kay so..got kicked out, went to my aunts for 2 weeks, had an awesome time, came home, moms still being a bitch, friends are being assholes, i want to move in with my aunt by next semester, the guy i have a crush on has been acting weird ever since i came back, i dont know what to do with my life, i've been feeling really down, i want to start everything over again, i bought a polaroid camera, the film is really expensive, im lonely but i tell myself im not, im sick, everything is fucked, i want to start a indie pop band/ all girls- cause it'd be cute, but i cant sing, blah.