my aunts dying and i dont know what im going to do. i never get to see her, and if she leaves us..i'll just break down. i've never had someone i knew die, and definately not any of my family members. mikes knows..he didnt say shit to me. he didnt say "im sorry" he didnt say "its going to be okay" and hes supposed to be my bestfriend. and another thing..i cant tell my mom. fuck i hate life.