Ok, so I don't even know what depraved means... but that's ok. We'll put that anyway. So, I've decided that I don't want to be like my parents. I don't mean they're not good people. I mean that they barely have enough money to live. Like, we have no extra. That's why I couldn't do swimming this summer, that's why I can't do a lot of things or get a lot of things. I mean, it's not like they just don't have enough to buy the expensive stuff....like, they don't have enough to buy even just little stuff. Like, there was this pop in Sam's club and it had like...a huge case for like $5. And my mom was gonna get it for my dad but she said she didn't have $5 extra. It's kinda sad. She has to budget every little penny she spends, even on groceries so we don't go in the hole. And when I grow up and get married and all that, I don't want to have to be like that. That's why I think college is a good thing. So you can get better jobs and do what you really want to do and all that. But see, then in my religion, they tell us that when you get married and start having kids (not that I will have kids....but you get my point) that we should stay home with our family and not work unless we absolutely have to and stuff. So yeah...maybe I'll just have to marry a rich guy. lol. jk. I mean, it's not that I want to be like....loaded or something. I just want to have enough that we can pay the bills and still have enough that we can get groceries and other neccessary stuff and not have to worry about how we're going to pay for it or other little things that come up we might have to pay for. Does that make sense?? yeah, everything costs too much in this world....