arm broken. surgery on my arm most painful thing i have felt in my life.

I don't know what it was about today but i just could not stay in a amazingly happy mood. I started to listen to my moody tunes and that is always a bad idea cause it just puts me into a worse mood oh well i will get over it and stop being silly Me and my mom are going to go see Nanny Mchfee tonight i am excited. Matt V. and Brain came over after school and finnaly found the grapling hook for me... it was really cool of them. And Brian was really excited to play it it was really funny he keep jumping up and down and just being brian. I went to a show saturday night. it was really good and funny to ... certain people made it really funny. I laugh.. i wish though they wouldn't do it all the same. Three weeks from swimming has felt really great but it is going to hurt really bad when i go back i am going to be very sore needless to say.

STATE>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!! i cant wait............... ahahahhahha soon.... sleeping is great... alskdjfljas;djkfl California calls to my soul.!@%^#$)*&^#*)&^%$*)&%^*)#*^&#)*&^)% see i do know how to type...

You Are 30% Weird Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself. How Weird Are You?

wow... sore doesn't even cut it. i woke up this s'morning and i could hardly get out of Amy's bed. Yesterday was.... The Best time of my life. I had so much fun. First me and amy and jessie and chelesa and matt went up to Glen Dale early which was not the good idea we thought it was going to be. It was fun for like 20 mins... then we were like "were's mat?" When mat got there it was so much fun we were boating and Wade went first knee boarding he makes funny faces. But he was able to a 360' so it was cool. Then Jessie went Wake boarding he look like he was having fun. took him a minute to get up which made me really nervous. The first time he got up he tried to pull his swim suit down and he fell over it was really fun... poor Jessie. After that thought he did really well. Then Ryan went wake boarding he got up pretty fast. Ryan always was making these funny faces. oh the funness Then i went... i thought i did ok... i got up on my third try. It was way fun i really liked it. It was differant that Snowboarding becuase i wasn't afraid to fall... cause on a snowboard there is always the chance of like being seriously injured. Running into a tree or catching and edge falling wrong. But in the water there is some give it doesn't hurt that bad to fall or anything. Then mat went he was really good at he he could get some good air, i was really jealous. Maybe someday i will be that good... maybe... Then we got out the tube Chelsea and Amy went they got some air but the boat was way to heavy. But they looked like they were haveing a good time anyway. They were doing that laugh were they would throw their heads back it was really funny. Ryan and Wade and Chels and Amy then got off the boat and went to a rope swing. I stayed becuase i wanted to Tube. With all the people off me and matt got going really high it was way fun. Matt kept falling off, this one time he was trying to say somthing to me and all of the sudden he was just gone... it was way funny i couldn't stop laughing. Then matts Dad took us for pizza it was really nice of him. And really good pizza. Then when we got back we sat on amy's driveway and then we went to bed. I was so tired that after most people had left us and it was just Jessi and Amy and Me i leaned over to lay on Amy stomach and got her hip bone and fell asleep on it. I probably looked really stupid, i was just so tried... oh wow. "Although there are many things about this life that i do not understand. There are some truths about which i no longer have any doubt." Agent Scully

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain?

I don't know where that came from it was my deep thought of the day. Well, well well I haven't written in a long time no time to do it. Speaking of time this is my summer. Monday- 6-8 Swimming 8-12 marching band 3-5 swimming work Tuesday-6-8 swimming Work Wednsday- 6-8 Swimming 8-12 marching band 3-5 swimming Work Thursday- 6-8 swimming work Friday- 6-8 swimming 8-12 marching band work Saturday- 6-8 swimming work Don't get me wrong am accually really excited!! oh baby... i am going on alot of vactions this summer soo it won't be boring or anthing.. One could say that life is a boring place full of people that follow crouds and don't do anything but work. I would say that life is what you make. -Agent Scully

Alive.. hmmm.. *checks pulse* yep definatly alive. Been awhile got really busy cause i went on a trip to cali and then i came back and was tring to catch up on home work and do the lifeguarding class at the same time. That was-a not a good idea.. i was always tired so i never did my homework so now all my grades suck and parent teacher conference is on monday go me...!! its ok i already told my mom and i am going to get my grades back up before the end of the year hopfully.. I wish i could go back to california it is in my opinion one of the best places on earth... Emily's Best Places on Earth LIST: 1.Carribbean 2.California 3.Cache Valley That is a really random list.. cool. i dont' really have anything to say.. i am doing my homework and taling to mat at this moment then i am going to go washy my car cause it looks like poo. then i am going to ... do more homework... then i think i will read... exciteing... well good bye and incase i dont' see you good afternoon good evening and good night *chuckles* We decide our own destiny... *twilite Zone music comes mysterly from nowhere and everywhere all at once* Agent Scully

Time and time again the parilous hostile territory of St. Kardosic, tryed to over come and consume the empire around their city walls, but just as it is told to be so in the stories of old they never trimphed over their great foe. They are never pushed back however, just condemed to stay just as they are. Thus saith the old prophet Sinius "For St. Kardosic being such a horrible pale with demons, I curse that the eveil that prevails there to be condemned to the spot which it has so totally and ravagly devoured. Hearing the curse being raised to the Heavens, Count Vanicus captured Prophet Sinius... to be continued when i return

today has been and ok day. and It is CHELSEAS birth day...!!! i got her flowers and a picture and had me and 6 of my band buddies went and played happy birthday to her.. in her seminary class.. it was exciting she was embarrased... it was cool.. to be continued after schooll... or umm... 5 days later... Today is Monday. It is not a good monday either. I just don't have a good mood today. From some reason. I don't know what to do about it either... it is just one of those days when you aren't in a very good mood for no reason at all. It seems like i get those alot lately. it makes me sad. Friday and saturday were really fun. Friday we had Chels and Mats B-Day party it was really fun we eat at chels (I left my mess at chelseas house i felt really really bad. sorry chelsea.!) then we played fugutive from her house to Sky View from SV to Mak Park then from there to 7-11 i had so much fun. Then i went to Bethany's b day party we went and say the 12 o'clock showing of Ring 2. It wasn't that scary. It was kinda... corny.. at some parts. But still it was good. Saturday i had to clean my room then i went to chelseas house and we picked up Wade and Brady then we went to my house and played in my backyard we eat marshmellows Mat V. and Wade saw how many Marshmellows they could fit in their mouths oh ya and Brady then we played with fire . and the boys also so how much water they could drink before they would barf. Then we went to Lundsrtum park and played on the Slide. We played rescue. Two people would be at the bottom and then the two people at the top would hold one persons feet while they tried to reach the other person and then they would fall and smash the people at the bottom then one person form the bottom would climb up the top and help the person at the top. We make us who we are. -Agent Scully

I tried to go to swimming this morning, but evedintaly we don't have swimming this morning i was so happy just to go back to sleep. Even though i was sleeping on the couch becuase my grandparents are over. it was acually really comfortable. I woke up a 8:30 helped my dad wen back to bed untill 9 got up and played Halo went back to bed then acually got up at 11:30. Took a shower, when i got out of the shower there were alot of poeple at my house. My sister got her Endowments taken out today so we had a little luncheon thingy... there were just a few poeple his parents amy, her husband, kim hoppie who i haven't seen in forever! i was probably 10 the last time. she is so fun. we got along really well. last night we were over at Mikes house and Jarren and Jorden wrestled. then Mike and Jorden and Wade and Jorden... it was all really funny. then we watched the edited version of Office Space. It was really annoying becuase Wade just kept saying how dumb it was that they had taken this part out then this other part then another. "the world wants you" -Agent scully

wow... what a good weekend... words can't even express the happiness i expirenced this weekend. It was state! i was already excited and glad that i was going. i was seated 5th in the 200free and 4th in the 500free. plus alot more people were able to go this year becuase we got both of the relays in: -chels -linds -nat -heidi -val -whit -aleisha -alisha -me -mike -koskan -peter -landon -warren -mat -scott -eric that made it so much funner. the fist day came and our Medaly Relay did good. then my first event came... i was hoping to get a better time. i had a 2:06 with a pr of 2:04 and i went a 2:01 i was sooo happy and i got 3rd over all.. oh baby. Chels swam her 100IM and did really good yeah for chels.!.! i love you. Linds swam the 50free and finally got 26 seconds... !!! it was the suit... jk The second day came and we stated out with Chels swimming the 100 fly.. she did amazing i was proud of her. hehe. linds got up to swim her 100 free with the same lucky suit on as the day before. she was just hoping to break a minute.. she got......!.57! man i have never screamed so hard in my life me and nat went crazy... she had a chance to medal how great would that be her senior year to medal ... then in the last heat a poor girl DQ bad for her good for us. and linds got 6th she medaled!!!! what a way to end.. then i swam the 500freestyle... starting time pr of 5:33 ranked 5th.. drum role please ~~5:22~~!! wow i amazed myself i didn't know that i could go that fast... that is 1. a new Sky View record! and i got ~~~~~~2nd~~~~~~~ in the state in the 500 wow it still doesn't seem real to me. we went to wendys after the meet and eat lots of junk food me personally had a bag of muddie buddies...(or two) that i pigged out on. we went to krispy cream donuts... delectible! and went home. we had a good bus ride home.. we were all really high on suger so natural we were really hyper. we started haveing a tickling war... it was really funny mostly we were all against Scott... cause he is the most ticklish.. it was funny. then he poked me and i fell on the floor bad idea cause i got stuck by like 6 sets of hand that immeditaly to hold me down and tickle me. i have bruise... we got home and all gave each other hugs and went home and sacked out. Today was a good day for me. all day everyone was like "hey emily did you know you were in the paper?" No really.. hehe it was cool. i got my picture in the paper. then during 5th hour I got a ladder and took down Nancy Peralta's record and threw it on the ground then picked it back up and peeled the letters of and put my name on it!!! so now it says "EMILY HASLEM 5:22.42" its cool i was so happy. -Agent Scully

Hey amy i found you a good band if you haven't already heard of them.... Chronic Future.. you would like them.. *cough* anyway. last night was a good night. after practice i made Heidi and Paige come home with me and we watch Goonies.. hillarious movie. then we made a list of things we could do tonight cause we thought it would be funny. -Bowling -movie -draw elepants, rhinos, giraffs...ect. -door bell ditch. thats all i really feel like writing but there were like 60 more.. and they just got dumber the futher we got down. We called scott. he came over and we went to Mikes house to see what was going down there. they were watch a movie.. i didn't really feel like sitting down neither did heidi or paige or scott so we left and went to walmart becuase that is what cool people do, we walked around pressing all the 'boobah's i don't know waht there were but there were creepy.. then we went to the mall and walked around cause you are even cooler if you walk around in the mall not shopping. then we went to lundstrum park and tried to play on the play ground it didn't really work. the we went to Old Grismill(sp) to see if we could get some of the bread that they throw away.. but we were to late. Scott paid for shakes then Heidi and Paige went home. We went to scotts house and watch Pirates of the Carribeen. and cuddled.. scotts cuson are over and they are all little and they were suppose to be downstairs but they would sneak up the side of the stairs and peak at us giggle and run back downstairs it was really cute. i fell asleep pretty soon i was way comfortable. Would you eat a little poop in your brownies? -Young Women Leader Agent Scully

Hehe yesterday was a good day.. a very good day. it was region yesterday, i came into region first in the 200 fr and in the 500 fr. that ~was really scary. but i did it i stayed 1st~ ~in both... also in the 500fr i broke the~ ~record by 3 seconds... yeah. i was so happy!~ ~it was a good day. i am still kinda numb sort ~seems like it wasn't me that did it... yea it ~was though! !!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! !!! !!! !!! !!! !!! !!! I fell so bad for Linds. She crys alot i don't know what to tell her. so i just hug her. occasionaly say somthing. but what can you really expect though honestly. We decided that ever month on the 18th is Lindsey Day. So every month she is going to have a specail day. so at least once a month she will be happy. just so you all know... the 18th.. remember... tell her happy Lindsey Day.~ Tonight me and my parents and my sister went to Olive Garden for a celabratory diner... it was delisious. and funny. i love my family. If you had one night left what would you do? -Agent Scully

It is kinda sad that the season is almost over. But really good at the same i am really tired and kinda realy sick of some of the people they are getting really annoying... its just becuase it is the end of the season though they are really good people. I am getting really tired too. I am sick of having hard work outs too i like hard work outs but at the same i am just sick of working hard i want a break.. i am so excited for state. hopefully we will be able to get the IM relay into state so them a whole bunch of more people can come to state.. like Hiedi and Nat and Aliesha and Ashia.. that would be really great. i am feeling really good... tired but good. today i did 8x100's 2:00 qualitys (pace) they hurt really bad but i was making 1:06-1:07's that made me happy. so heres my update on the past few weeks. Me and Scott and chelsea and brady have watched alot of movies.... and eat alot of gingerbread men... hehe we started sleeping in 5th hour.. it is really nice.. i really need the rest. i think that i am just going to keep sleeping and not go back to working out. Ryan snores really bad... like a chainsaw. Scott had to drive his little brother to Beaver Mt. so i went with him when we got back at like 9:30 and then we went and drove around then we decided to have 'brunch' so i went to my house and i my mom had was 2.65 so Scott said that he would pay for me.. wow our first date how special.. we had to go to his moms work cause he hadn't got paid yet. we walked into gether and walked into the back room... it was really funny becuase his mom works at Gynacoligist(sp) office.. hehe it was really funny. then we went to angie... we are sitting at the table and he went to shake up the catsup so it would come out easier and i guess the lid wasn't on all the way becuase it poped of and he got catsup all of the Joe Cool sweatshirt it was so funny.. my stomach hurt so bad. After he taught me how to drive his dads truck. i think i almost killed it. He didn't seem to mind tought so oh well i hope that i didn't hurt it to bad. My sister is getting married in March. I can't wait her wedding is going to be so pretty. cause that is just the way Christie is everything she does just turns out to be amazin'. She is going to have more a 'modern' wedding but classic at the same time. im excited. He dress is beautiful.. it swooshes to the side. and has alot of beade it has a square neck. it fits her so perfectly... she looks stunning in it. If you made someone feel bad and they were gone the next day how would you feel? Agent Scully

You scored as Indie Rock. Indie Rock.Indie Rock92%Indie83%Emo & More71%Classic Rock.58%Ska58%Country54%Mainstream38%Industrial33%Hip Hop and Rap29%Britpop29%Punk and Pop Punk.25%Hardcore13%Music Recommendationcreated with QuizFarm.com i just wrote a really good entry and it signed me off so i lost it.. so heres the jist... -blizzard -movies -jerk leaves chels in a ditch -brady has to go home -call mat instead of brady -me scott cuddle -watch Laberenth -went home Agent Scully

We have switched to 9:oo chruch. its kinda annoying. i don't really like it. cuase i woke up at 8:30 got ready for church. and went to church and couldn't keep my eyes open for the life of me. and it was Testimony meeting and i like listening to the Testimonys. i only remember one of them and it is like a partial one at that. Oh well i had a really good Sunday school meeting. I am really going to try to read my scriptures ever night. i think it will do me some good. I really felt the spirt today in my meeting. after church i came home and tryed to do some homework the only prblem was that i didn't remember what the book asignment was so i couldn't do it. so i will just have to do it tomarrow and turn it in late. I really want to get an A in this class so i need to start working harder than i am. we have done like 19 days in this try already. so we only have 41 days left. we have 102 days until school is over and like 60 somthing untill spring break. i really like school but at the same time i am ready for it to be over. i think though that i like it more than i am ready for it to be over.. ok so i haven't been there in like 2 weeks so when i get back i will probably be a little less enthusistic. right now i am riping my sisters cd's onto my brothers computer to put it on my ipod. thats kinda funny acually. i am acually excited to go to swimming tomarrow. i want to work really hard. on friday i almost got to the point where i was going to barf. i mean seriosly if i had done like one more 50 pushing myself as hard as i was going on my main set. i think i would have either past out or vomited. i want to do that again becuase then i know with out a doubt i worked my hardest. Never doubt yourself. -Agent Scully

the vacation is over. i was so happy i had the funnest brake ever. i hung out with my friend everyday no joke. its 2005. i doesn't feel any differant. i wish it did. i wish somthing were to change in my life. it just seems so monotonus to me. but i like it at the same time. i love my life. just somtime i just wish i could change somthings. last night poeple came over to my house to have a New Years Eve party. Mike, Chelsea, Brady, Warren, Wade, me,Bethany. Me and Mike started this game of Texas Holdem with my brother and his friends while Chelsea went to get the other boys. I didn't know that it would last as long as it did. we start at like 8:30 right after Nicole left to go to Dans house and we finally just gave up at 10:45. i thought it was really fun and i think we should play it as a group of friends some time. Mean-while Chels comes back with the guys and then her and Wade and Brady decided to go Bowling so Warren joins in our game of poker. then me and Mike and Mat watch Spaceballs untill they get back. then we wacthed the ball drop. Bethany said that she wanted to play in the snow. so we had a snowball fight. i played in my bushes for awhile. Nicole comes back (yay) becuase i was to snowy to drive back to Clarkston and anyway who would really want to drive back at like 1 aclock in the morning anyway. Mike and Mat and Brady and Chels and Wade went home. So me and Beth and Nicole ended up watching people slip down my hill at 1:30 in the morning my brother and sister-in-law are going home tomarrow morning. they're taking there baby with them. thats really sad i really like having them up here. Bethany went home to Arizona today. it probably will be at least 3yrs before i see her again. that saddens me. she is really fun to hang out with we have a lot of fun toguther. but hopfully she is going to go to college at BYU so that we can hang out somtime. she is a junior this year so she wont be up here that soon. i called chelsea today and told her to call all of the guys she could think of on the swim team and i would call all of the girls and we would go to a movie. we went and say Finding Neverland. i really liked tha movie. it is really good. or at least i thought it was. it was sad but at the same time i liked it. a movie don't have to be happy to be good. although that would be alright if ever movie were happy. ok i have a really random thought. but i was just sitting her feeling really lonley even thought there are people at my house. i just thought its ok some day i will be married and i can just go snuggle with my husband when i feel like this. this also my sould dumb but... i am really excited to get married. Eveyone has a perpous in life, everyone is here for a reason. -Agent Scully

no one should have to go through a death that is unexpected it should be against the law. One of my friends lost a sister in car accident. i went to the funeral today. i cryed. i felt so bad for her so bad for her family. why. why should anyone have to deal with that? God has his plan i guess i will just stay out of the way. todays adventure. that i almost didn't go on becuase i was in a bad/sad mood. 1. Bowling at Logan Lanes in which i really sucked it up. 2nd. a quick trip all the way out to Smithfield to A&W. Scott had to talk to Ryan. 3rd. returned some of Scotts movie. 4th. went to Wal Mart and filled up a cart full of random things that looked like me and brady were married well Chels and Scott... 'talked' about somthing speacial that.. was urgent. 5th. we went and eat at Panda Express. mmm mmm good. Scrumshous. 6th.we went to scotts house and played on his fun toys and hit ping pong balls at each other. Chelsea went home *tear* her curfew was ten. afterwards we dropped brady off and on the way to my house i said i didn't want to go home. so we drove for awhile. 7th. we thought it would be funny if we to try to buy Condumns at Smiths Marketplace... not that Scott really had the money and neither did i but if we did. we were then going to write *best wishes*... and give them to Chels... jk love you chels. 8th. drove around in the island for awhile.. we found a park and swang for awhile.. then we nt down some of the slides and got our butts wet. had a snow ball fight. climbed a tree. 9th. went to first dam and put our feet in the FREEEEEZZING cold water. after Scott scared the ducks and geese away.. i had a bad experience with them once. 10th. went to Lundstrum park and stood on a bench. 11th. went on a hill just above Lundstrum on which you can see the whole valley it was gorgous(sp). i love that the frist thing that you can see is the Temple. 12th. went to the view of the valley that Chels had shown Scott. go chels it was BEA- UTIFUL. wow. i am so sorry to my friend that lost her sister you shouldn't have had to ho through that. life will go on. -Agent Scully

no im didn't have a baby if that is what you were thinking.. cause i knew you all were. perverts. jk my neice has come up from Cali. she is so cute.. i love her smile. its so pretty. she has got the chubbiest cheeks ever! i really liked todays lactates. we started doing broke-ins with our lactates. i really like broke-ins i got an average of somwhere like 2:11- 2:12 on my 5x200's. i thought it was great.. Peter was really tired i could tell. i feel bad for him but at the same time i don't becuase he is going to be able to taper a lot longer than me.. i love taper to bad i never get to do very much of it. oh well life goes on i guess... hehe. Bethany for Arizona is here. she drove up with her parents. they are going to be here for awhile i am excited.. she has been one of my friends for like ever. but i only get to see her like ever other year. in some ways i guess that is good becuase then we can't really get sick of each other. but in other ways i wish i could hang out with each other alot more. The Possey is going on a hiking trip this summer. i ask my parents if i could go cause after all there will be parent units there a.k.a Chaparons. two of the dads are going. I ask my parents not really thinking that i had a real chance of going. they said if i wasn't the only girl going that i could. so chels.. that means start working on your parents so you can go.... if you haven't already. Its the little things that you don't see being done for you that end up meaning alot more to you in the end. -me Agent Scully