So...had a talk with the brother that found out.Um yeah definitely ended up different than I thought. We ended up hooking up, it wasn't the best hook up ever or anything but I got what I want and thats what matters. I got the answers i wanted and we just talked which is what I wanted. I wanted to figure out if he hated me or not, I wanted to know if he was still interested and I figured out that he's still who I want to be with, he's the one I want to come home to. He makes me feel complete and whole and he doesn't really have to do anything.