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Listening to: Let's Go - Lil Jon
Feeling: guilty
Dinner
Wowwy went out to eat w/ my brother,mom,Sara, Brynn, and Kar.. Ker was a little brat..she like cried the whole time we were there.. Rawr. Brynn rode with us there and home:) We sang lotsa songs hehehe.. I forgot about that little Where is Thumbkin song.. hehe there was a hott guy there who was like tending to the salad/dessert bars.. and me and Sara told him everytime somethin got low lol.. He would like fill up the gummi bears and then I was like SPRINKLES ARE LOW!!!! and he rolled his eyes and laughed.. lol we prolly bugged the hell outta him:-p
Freak Magnet
Hmm so after dinner last night I came home and had 117 msgs on AIM.. one from Eric and 116 from Matt.. Yikes! It took me til like midnight:30 to read all of them...CrraZy! He compliments me a lot..and he's clingy.. Im just tryin to figure out if I could deal with that..
More Warnings
Another reason I dunno is cuz Kyle told Ashlee to stop me from going ot the movies w/ him too.. So I dunno... Rawr, so confused. Then if somethin happened, it'd be all my fault for not listenin to them and stuff.. If I do go, Ashlee's going with me, so thats good.. I dont wanna hurt him, but i dont wanna be stuck in somethin I dont want either.. I dont know:( I need help
Sleep
Didnt sleep last night cuz of thinking about him, read all his msgs.. I dont know what to do.. I hate guys
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[Anonymous]
116 messages in one day from one guy is either wonderful or scarey.

I'm NOT in the psych ward now. I was relating something that took place over 30 years ago. But I'm still crazy...just on the loose.
[Anonymous]