wow.. so much to tell u guys... good news first...march 28..nick n brandon came over as i said they would in my last entry..yet again we had so much fun..and nick well he still really really loves me..and i still have feelings for him =/ but thanks for that day guys your da best Tuesday=back to school..it was..ok i guess if orget all i did..i think the girls had a game so they won lol Wednesday=just practice..felt sick though..horrible horrible idk what else happened so lets move on shall we Thursday=agh..the fun begins school sucked but girls had a game that night soo i stayed after..just planned to go to OIP w/ the girls bet ended up w/ goin w/ brandon nick and bryan back to bryans house adn watching these wierd movies lolagh but had a great time..then had to go BACK to the school =(for the game Friday=agh school absolutely sucked ill tell u details afteri get through this.. its the same thing as thursday went to brayns all that.. fun fun fun but i ended up w/ braking it w/ ben.. just something wasnt right have you ever felt that way? you havent lost all feelings towards them..just its to hard to explain..PLEASE LEAVE A COMMET IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN =( but now.. nick..he really wnats to go out w/ me.. hes 2 grades ahead though..mom likes him n all..just doesnt want me to go out w/ him. i hate rents what ut hink i should do? follow my heart.. go w/ him..? I NEEDA HUG =( Please tell me..COMMET ME.. CHEER ME UP? GIVE SOME ADVICE?