agh where to begin..in fact i forget where i left off....so ill just start from wherever My concert was great and wonderful last one until next year..agh yes..so sad..lol um Oh boy i forget what else happened well idk i may skip a few things but ill go with...saturday! I left early in the morning for ohio =) and stayed in a huge suite but left yesterday afternoon adn got home last night =)...oh yeah! i sas there cause a family reunion held everyyyy 2 years..its fun lol um...today was ok didnt have school yesterday but we had a game in troy adn we lost...i wasnt there though..that must b why lol haha no there just *really* good umm lets see soooo nick wnats amber and i to get off at his place after school friday then go to brayns house and hang out and stuff and then fo to youth..hmm..idk if mom will let me..shes so protective..i wish i had freedom..ya know what i mean ?...anybody....? =/ hm i gotta problem...and need *ADVISE* nick and i are great.but he tells everyon ehes gunna get something from me..ya know...sex..but no way i do not want to do it w/ him..there is nothing great about sex...i have done it once...and i was rapped...theres nothing great about it...i tell nick i dont want to and he respects it and says ok..but hwy must he keep tlaking aboutt..i hate it..i dont know what to do. i ask his brother why he wants it..all his reply is..hes 17..i guess thats soo...but why me ya know...idk..how should i tell him bout this and confront him.. *Somebody...Anybody * Please.. I Beg You* *Help* idk what else to say..im gunna watch tv though..not in the mood to type surprisingly Nick-i love you..do you love me for who i am..or what you *think* ill do Yours, Ashley