why hello there..... -Idk where to begin but id like u to hear my week.. Sundays party was ok i just like seeing the ppl and hearing there reations of for example "your a beautiful young lady" oh yeah and fo course the food..woohoo Monday...blah as they say..mondays just a lame way to spend 1 seventh of your life...=X Sad to say i kinda forget..i think i just sat around cause im cool like that...__lameeee__ i know u dont have to tell me Tuesday i think the same thing went down OHH WAITTT i forgot to telll u thatttt the tunk carni is going on... ok back to my week lol tuesday i sat here blah blah nick went to the carni at night w/ bryan and i had a horrible night i finally relized whats wrong w/ me...im miserable here..this house is miserable my mom isnt happe w/ the stepdad and vise versa..but no one admits it or shows it..my sister even relized it...and all this is tearing me apart..my mom wont let me do anything cause shes an over protective bitch..seriously u have no idea how strict she is..ive never seen worse... so wednesday nothing happened mom was off so she had a dentist oh yeah..and then i had to go tot he docs and got checked n everything and they gave me an inhaler for asthma ((blah)) and another lil thing i have to do morning and night that measures my breathe power or something i talked to nick that day and hes like yeah were not goin to the carni tonight when brandon comes over ill tlel him were comin to see you..im like finally i havent seen u in like forever hes like yeahh so hes like well ill call ya when brandon gets here and stuff im like ok..and ill skip the good bys and love yous sooo im here 8pm rolls around im like screw it they arent calling..so i got online and his bro was on.im like u know where nick is he said he left w/ brandon..oh do you know where? um i think tunkhannock..oh boy did that want to make me screammmmmm Nick got home later on hes like hey sorry brandon came and i told him i was comin to see you but we went to the carni blah blah blah i was gunna call u on the cell in the tracker but i couldnt find it blah blah Im just like w/e i dont want to talk about it Today is just a regular day..its supposed to b hot WAIT get this his brother aaron ((other best friend and such)) and bryan (( whos party i went to saturday)) they are workin over the hill at a farm and stuff and they even had time to stop in for a few min to cool off get sumtin to eat and shit...ugh soo back to today its thursday thats right..the tunk parade is tonight and i wanted to go..but guess who is my dear nicholas..woohoo i guess iw was supposed to drive w/ him to my dads house then we would all walk over..but nooooo mom wont let me go w/ nick..how fuckin gay is that ppl!!!huh!! huh!!! ugh i sware i want to kill her Tomarrow is finally friday..idk what i have planned but i have to go to dads at night...and i guess im going to the carni..but it sucks cause i either goota hang w/ the lil sis..or walk round w/ dad..not cause im not old enough..if my sis isnt there i walk around and such and if my friends are there im w/ them asap lol but i guess nick is going to try to see me..then im spendin the night there ((dads)) and who knows bout saturday so i pretty much just spilled everything to you..my feelings thoughts so lets recap -this house is miserable im miserable i need to get out immediantly..my moms a bitch who needs to fuckin grow up and let go blah screw it so this is a freakin long entry BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWNNNN-----26 days lol SCHOOL STARTSSSSS----27 days blahh later