so i cant say things are super great but i cant say there horrible either =) I forget where i left off so ill just skip to friday .... well i worked in the morning came home and slepptttt..._lazy_? haha oh no not me! and then my lvoer called on his cell and said that his mmum and him were stopping by to give me my earings ((i gave them to him for him to hold on to at a softball game and never got them back)) so they stopped in ti was wonderful..then that night my wonderful amberrrrrrrrrrrrr came over =) and we went to youthy gosh darn it! it was os much fun!nick is sucha retard lol then YESTERDAAY..{sigh} it was great!!..better than great! nick n brandon came over late afternoon and we watehd "white noise" scaryyy! then we went up to th ebarn and went for a horse back ride..they were scared lol so we didnt go for a long one..then we went for a walk..and the day ended **todayyy** here comess the brideeee blah blah blah blah blahhhhhhhhh ...mhm my sisters like best friend is getting married, shes a really good friend w/ the fam too..so we get to go to her wedding! its gunna b huge, more than 300 ppl..so im not to excited once ill no onbody =(...*wahhh* well i kinda sorta gootta go get ready..but first i need sum ** ADVICE ** ..well nick says hes quitting smoking... and cutting back.. i know its hard..and i asked his bro the last time he did...and he asid fridya..before and after youth group...2 in 3 hrs...why...how should i confront him?? what should i say...should i bring it up?? am i wrong to be worried?? nick-i love you hun, dont want anything to happen to you and us ...please...help me out here...anybody..