its cold out indeed. i guess ill tell u whats been going on..i went to kamin keegans house last night. it was awesome we watched movies forever. then todayi came home.though i would see nick later today but things didnt work out tomorrows school..shoot me i cant believe this. i sit here in the cold my eyes bloodshot and glazed and my stomch nautious.. no im not high or anything i have been crying for the past like 3 hours ill tell you now and warn you this family sucks. we all have problems and i burst tonight i have been so miserable and tonight i couldnt handle it..then my mom totally flipped on my stepdad and everything...i think we are selling the house and i think there getting a divorce..idk.i dont even know what to do anymore i dont want to write about it this very moment im not sure..im just gunna fo gor now i figured .."what the hell" ill update or something.... Wake me up from this nightmare any moment now please....