you know, being a teenager is so weird. one day your mad at the world and the world seems mad at you and absolutely nothing is going your way, and the next you wake up and life has fallen in love with you again. the play is officially over and i am officially sad. two weeks ago i couldnt wait for it to be done so i could squeeze in an ounce of free time, but now that its over and it will never be again its kind of upsetting. but at the same time its cool, because i met so many great kidzzz. i really like them all lots, and next weekend there is cast partay so yeah. it was such a fun show and it really turned out well. and im kind of nervous for auditions on wednesday for the new play but not overly because what ever is meant to happen will. aaahhhh, i have a crush on a boy. i did a while ago and then it faded but now i do again. hes really cute in the weirdest way. but, then again, knowing me i will wind up going on one date with him and getting bored of his antics. ew im so dumb. oh, and bus boi always talks to me now. and like moves seats to sit next to me and awkwardly trying to make conversation. a month ago i would be happy but im done with that crush i think. i listening to jack johnson and all i can think about it lying in the sun in the middle of the ocean with shannon napping after a day of climbing waterfalls and seadooing and getting in big trouble for riding next to a catamaran and flirting with beautiful boys. oh summer. i miss spring of grade 10 when everything was so easy and simple. when i didnt care what people thought and i still felt like myself...