right now im in bio class. we are getting lectured on how to use computers. Whatever! GEEZ. so yesturday was good. i feel like a good person! i went to the food drop with austin and jodi i was the milk lady! aka. EDNA austin was the egg man aka ESPANIOL LOPEZ and jodi was the juice girl aka PENNY-SUE oh geez people kept on yelling EDNA! EDNA! and i wouldnt respond it was pretty much the best! then we went to jodis house and went to a little bench to bowzer.... i saw the mothman proficies last night it as hardly even scary my expectations were set so high. ohhhhhh wellll. today i need to go muhmas day shopping i think i will go with matt today after school to chinook before ha works, just because he is really nice today. and he gave me a hug...which is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard for him.

today when i woke up the sun was shining so brightly through my window that i was sweating. today has been relaxing. i jogged with riley to his work and then jogged back home then i layed out on the patio and wrote a story about being a kid and sun tanned. it was great. it was so nice and warm but then clouds came and now it is chilly and windy outside. my mom and i went for a walk, it was fab. my dog is so cute. this weekend i saw justine's new house its so pretty and her hot tub is cool because it has strobe lights and a radio!!!! yesturday rilaey and i went to td square to go to a modeling thing. but we got the date wrong its supposto be on the tenth next month. ups. we went shopping at holtz though and it was fun. then we went to the davonian gardens and took model pictures of eachother, and jodi picked us up and we all went to Rajdute where we met wilmur and justin. we rang up 100 $ worth of indian food...it was great. jodi's margarita was wayyyy TOOOO STRONNNNGGGG! i had to have a chaser after one sip oh geez. we went back to her house and watched movies. then i went home. i told wilmur to shave his goat.

what a week. totally hectic. im pretty sure my parents now know me all too well. o geez. today i got the daily report this week on what people are saying behind my back. thats always great. especially when it rewins a friendship you are trying to create. dosent make it too easy. so right now my parents are out at supper and my sweet bff eng. is comming over to watch the exorcist. i have seen it so many times im not scared anymore. i have already gone through that stage. i want to model my clothes for him. it should be fun. ew i have work tomorrow and its saturday. what a bummer. anyways he is here now so i have to go.

Find your own pose!

ps. i have a thing for adams apples.

i found my mom making my easter basket on thursday. that was fallowed by a night of teen thrills. rowdy thrills today i didnt go for an easter egg hunt. when i was a kid i did. i went for a jog instead, and ran through the park. i sat on a log that i hadnt sat on since last week when i was with peter and i agreed to go to grad with him. today i made a phone call. peter wasnt there but he gave me a call back. im proud that things arnt weird between him and i. the two geese were there by the log today, they didnt have anyone to chase them. i want to go for a bike ride with my family after dessert. i hope we go. do the hustle, do it.

st. patties day was sweet. im happy i went with peter to the party it was cute. jodi was funny and the whole night went well. i got to sleep over at jobi's too! my first sleepover in like 4 months! yeahhh! i love not being grounded. i didnt even get much of a hangover it was sooo great and in the morning jobi and i danced on her bed to the old cd's we thought we cool and hip when we were eight. last night jobi and i went to a movie with rah rah. it was good except there was a fire alarm and we had to evacuate but we got to go back in and finish our movie. and then we got a free movie pass after. she's the man is actually such a good movie. i thought it was going to be kindof corny and lame but it was soooo funnny actually the best movie ever. im so seeing it again. rah rah even liked it. thismorning i woke up with soooo much sinus pressure it was brutal i had the worst headache but im soooo happy cuz the painters came in today and i needed them too cuz i didnt want to have them on the cruise because i want to have fun. so i started the pill today i cant wait to see the side effects!!! i hope my bubs get bigger for the cruise. then my bathing suits will be nice. anyways its like 6 days till the cruise and i am actually dying right now im sooo excited. ahhhh! yeeeay!

i get my self into bad situations. too many too much i have given up on one i have stopped wanting two i have been wanting three

im so sad. riley is gone this whole week on a sail boat! how am i going to live?

so this weekend was fab. so much happened. i feel like i have a life again. it feels so good to be ungrounded, yesturday i went snowboarding with misshi jobi and ashli were there but we didnt see them all day because they got stuck on a cliff. jodi fell down it and her snowboard hit her on the head. hahahaha. im staying home today, i dont feel so good and my body is soar cuz i havent snowboarded in like a month. yesturday was brutal, i did so bad. ew. like the worst this whole winter. next weekend i think misshi and me are going to go stay at sunshine village for a few days and go to the hot springs and stuff it will be sweet. im pretty excited i hope we can!

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i feel nice today. it felt nice to spend some money i earned myself. my first paycheck came in on friday and yesturday i spent some of it on a $ sign bcbg necklace and some highheel wedge beach shoes. life is good. i feel secure and grounded for the first time in a few months. i think this term is going to be good, and i am almost ungrounded. the cruise is so soon and i cant seem to stop thinking about it. last night i went to earls with misshi and jobi. it was nice. then i went and saw tristian and isolde it was so good. he was beautiful. it made my heart flutter. im going to go enjoy the day.

ew. im in photography class and this stupid bitch is playing there retarded movies on her computer. and grunting and stuff ew. ewww.

Today i told my mom i was going on the pill and we got in a fight... she can be so impossible. My hands are freezing either our heating system in our house is broken or all our doors are open. brr So its Valentines day and im sitting here at my silly computer typing about my life. o gee. This weekend is going to be the best weekend of my life, im sure. im so excited. banff is going to be craaaaazy. bri is so fun. Valentines day is...okay i guess.

ohhh jobi on the phone! my twin. but not really? it was the first day back after semester break! i got my report card today and i passed both matha nd science im so happy! this calls for a celebration! this weekend im going to go out with jobi, bri, paul, and riley and have fun since those are practically the only people who i'm allowed to chill with! FEBRUARY! i have a feeling this semester is going to be good! im pretty excited to be UNGROUNDED!

ohhh wow today was fun. i went to sunshine with jobi and ying yayo and jobi's brother. the snow was so cushy and it was snowing when we went up so there was such thick powder. it was my first day snowboarding on powder like that and at first it was tough cuz it was like up to my knees but then i got more use to it. immm soooooo tirrrred. it was cute we met up with bri on the hill and she got to meet jobi! yesturday was fun too. bri and i had out "monthly" hangout and went to earls and saw angela. i hadnt seen her in soooo long so it was nice. then we went to the club med and met these weird arabian guys who taught us how to blow smoke rings and dragons? hahaha OH and i met bri's friend Paul and it was soo fun because he reminds me sooo much of riley. we went and set things on fire with "liquid fire" it was sweet. it even worked on ice. anyways. i should prolly go lie down or something considering my eyes are closing. today was a good day.

last night was amazing. it ended up not being so bad. the most fun i had this whole term. the cruise feels like its going to be a few weeks from now....i wish.....its more like a few months....i dont think i can wait that long. here i am sitting in a bathing suit waiting for spring to arrive. killer olsen twin.

so....my parents are fighting....my mom is telling him she will leave...im grounded, cant get away. great life. i went to 17th today with mom. it was great. we got some new stuff. yesturday, riley and i went to 17th it was fun we took some pictures. i laughed a lot, it was kindof better then today. sometimes i wish i could come home and have a happy family but that doesnt happen much anymore. great.

to do list: .get learners(pronto) .finish two piece painting .volunteer at the Y .get a job .pass my math and science finals. thennn......take a nap

i'm addicted to DDR and the sims. oh shit. i want to go snowboarding so bad...i think i i will go tomorrow or something.