sometimes I wonder what would have happened if i never moved here... I mean.. I know that I would have never met all the friends i have now.. but ... I can't help but think about the friends i left.. and what would have been different if my mom and dad had never gotten devorced.. would i still be at 105th?? would i still be in shawnee mission schools?? would i hate my life more or less than i do now?? I don't mean to be sad or anything.. i don't want to be a depresing person.. and bring every one down aroungd me... it's just that.. ppl here.. they think they want to get out of this town.. like it would be nice to be away from the same old place.. but.. I would rather have blandness all around me... than lose friends that i have known my hole life... and i know that it has been 4 or 5 years... i just... i don't know.. i always think about... who r they friends with?? do they ever think about me??? what do they look like?? ... I really don't know why i think abou tthis stuff.. it's been too long to call them or anything.. they probly don't have the same phone #'s.. they might not remember me anyway... I guess it would be nice to talk to even one of them... so.. just in case... Trish.. or alexi.. or betsy.. anna.. anyone who thinks they used to be my friends.. umm.. plz leave me a message