after reading ur entry... i understand where you are coming from. i understand where kelsie is coming from. and i know that sorry isn't going to do anything. really... i wish i knew what attidude you are talking about though... i have been told only that i have been being a bitch to several ppl for the past couple of months.. and that those ppl did try to talk to me about it.. but.. i just don't remember. i guess with me.. if you wanna talk.. you have to take me away from every one else to talk to me.. especially now that lori is here.. if you don't want to talk to me in fromt of her.. say you wanna go walk around with me and yell at me there. okay... everyone thought i would tell u before i told some girl.. who is my sister and i love her.. plus.. i have known her alot longer than two weeks.. so.. w/e I have lost my best friend in the whole entire world .. and i know it.. but.. i donno.. maybe this needed to happen.. i donno ...and ..what do u mean by this??? "..OH! and you should like tell Lori that Mr. wont tell a soul.. is black mailing her with it" .. and.. i have known quite awhile waht would happen to kelsie if her parents ever find out.. do u think i would have told anybody if i wasn't absolutly positive that it wouldn't get back to her parents... obviously not. this is going to sound really mean right now.. and i'm sorry.. but i can't think of any other way to say it.. did kelsie just tell you this secret of hers?? did she just tell you what would happen if her parents found out?? if she did.. maybe it's b/c she didn't trust you. I have had alot of problems with trust latly and it's not a good time to be my friend. i don't want to lose kelsie as a friend.. but i already have.. and nothing.. nothing will ever make it all better again.. like when we were little kids. plus.. it's not good to be my friend.. to much hurt in it.. so i think i will just spare her anymore pain. i care about her too much to hurt her anymore.