if u count today.... there are three days til christmas... but if u don't count today... there are 2!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!! i can't wait!!! and... well.. i'm feeling really spoiled... like... all i can't think about are the presents!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!! i don't want to think about all the presents that i might get... i want to think about what a fun time i'm going to have with my family... well... that will be after I do the white elephant gift exchange with my did's family... then i will be fine at my aunt carmen and uncle david's house. I hate it though... no matter what... there is alwayz something that makes me feel uncomfortable with either side of my family... i mean... i can really realate to my dad's side.. because they are the side that i got my looneyness from... but on my moms side... they don't really act crazy.... but.. sometimes i feel more comfortable around them cuz i feel like i know them better... i mean... a couple years ago.... i could remember half the ppl on my dad's side because i barley ever saw them... then we started going to table rock every year. anywayz... i also don't feel very comfortable at my aunt carmens because she has some kind of perfection that i don't really have... kinda like cindy... how everything has to be perfect in the house when ppl come over... i mean my mom just isn't like that... ..anywayz... i'm thinking that i will be done with something on christmas... i'm really hoping... cuz it would be so annoying to go all over the place and having to change something in some one elses house... kels... u know what i'm talkin bout... i just don't think the rest of the world would really want to know what i'm talking bout here... well at least i hope u know what i'm talking bout kels .. well.. guess i will ttys!!!