......since i haven't been writing much in here... i think i should... ......here goes... on sunday i was in a bad mood because my but head bf-boyfriend- had promised me that he would come over and help me with my algebra 2... i thought i needed help with it on sat when he was there... for bowling... but.. once i looked at it i realized that i understood it.. but i still wanted to see him... but.. i guess he forgot me... i wasnt' really mad.. as much as i was sad.. the thought that he had forgotten me... well it hurt... and i had waited the whole day for him to call... so i would know when he was coming over... anywayz... that was y i was mad... pissed.. what ever u want to call it... i don't mean to blow up at kelsie.. i just don't know who else to blow up on sometimes.. ... and yesterday... uuummmmm........let's see... i can't remember it very well.. but i do remember felling guilty... i hope it wasn't too horribly writing that thingy with sara...(to kelsie)... when i was copying the thing that kayla wrote... laura was like.. u "didn't help her"... i want to slap her.. and turn around and tell kayla that i did want to do some if it... but instead i didn't say a thing.. i didn't like kayla as a partner either.. but.. i didn't have much of a choice... my first choice wasn't there.. and my second choice had her first choice there.. sssssoooooooo...... yea... ... and today... today... i actually felt kinda wanted by bryant... which is nice.. haven't felt like that really since sat. but it's okay... uuuuummmmm......well.. i still need to memorize this thingy for spanish and i don't think i am going to do very good... but kelsie... will u please help me.. by reading kaylas lines.. or part of them.. or something... cuz it's hard to do it without being asked the questions i am supposed to answer and stuff... okay... thanks!!! i think that's 'bout it.. and this is plenty long to... ssssssoooooo....okay.. i'll save this now.. k?? k!! buh bye