me?? how am i?? oh.. i'm just great.. ......i am going out of my mind!!!!!!! i don't know what else to say... i don't want to be mad... or have someone mad at me... i just don't think i can deal with this anymore... i don't know what to do... i feel so loaded down and i just can't explain it all right now ..... i felt horrible today... because kelsie didn't talk to me practally the whole day... well with the exeption of a few times.. i can't say i didn't try... i seems like she didn't want anythin gto do with me.. and i dont' think she will ever know how much that hurt me. i really want to stop thinking about this... i just want to have a good time at the game and the dance... and try and forget about my pain... at least for tonight.. i don't think i will have much of an escape this weekend. buh bye