I'm going to my dad's and i dono when he is going to be here... i might have to finish this later... I am happy that me and Kelsie are okay... I am not going to forget anything that has ever happened between us... but I don't really see a need to dwell on it.. and get sad about something we can't control... i think i should probly go... even though my daddy's not here yet... I'll finish this later. Finishing: hehehe!!! i just read my kelsie welsies entry... and it was so great!! i am so happy that she is happy!! truely happy!!! I'm sssssoooo happy for her!!! and i'm happy for me too!!! I am lucky for my family and friends... kelsie... bryant... kelsie... my abby dabby do... and my rasce boy that was lost and is now found!! i'm so glad his not hurt either!! yay!!!!!!! the light has reached my!!! i'm out of the fog is was in...... YAY!!!!!!! I am just so happy for u Kelsie!!... I love u!! i forgive u for everything... and i hope that u can forgive me for everything... this is a new start.. for both of us!!! It doesn't mean we have to be joined at the hip and spend every single minute together... but to treasure the time we can just be ourselves... without judgement!!! I felt so alive after church today!! I love that church!!! wow!! I am happy!!