Listening to: Hearts Fall - Edwin McCain
Feeling: inadequate
I found this in Christine's profile a little while ago...
I was thinking the other day how the most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. i mean life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, and you get ready for High School. you go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last 9 months floating....then you finish off as an orgasm!... now that's a ride!
What a ride that would be! woooooo! hehehe ;-).. Anyway what a crazy day... I had to run around telling all of my teachers that I won't be in school tomorrow because of districts. that sucked the big one. I'm just realizing that im going to be singing for about 8 hours tomorrow. AHHHHHHH.. I know it will be fun though.. Singing with guys will be interesting since I haven't since middle school.
Since I got my lit assignment from Mrs. Anderson, I have not been able to write a song for the life of me. It all turns to stupid rhyming shit that doesn't convey at all what I feel or what I really mean. I have some songs that I've already written that I can use, but until a couple weeks ago, I hadn't been able to get a song out of me...
I just got a nice little letter which reminded me that as of next friday, I have 50 days left of high school. It also reminded me that from now until I graduate, my life is going to be absolutely cRaZy (as usual) and I won't really have lots of spare time anymore... awwww well too bad for me. I'll live.. Surprisingly, I always do.
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