What I'm Listening To: "Red Light Indicates Doors Are Secured" by Arctic Monkeys Today was a good day, we went to a place called Carlisle (it's about an hour from where we're at right now) to have a look around & such. We had gone there back in September like, 2 days after we landed here from the US so it was kind of hard to enjoy it. It was a bit better today. I finally found the pink converse shoes I've been wanting...Allan was going to get them for me for Christmas but they were sold out everywhere. Couldn't get them though. Oh well. It was still nice to have a look around. Been having a bit of a rough time lately, just have a lot on my mind...mostly me leaving here & such. I have a month & a half left, it's flying in & it's starting to hit me. It's been fucking with me. There's other things too, like everything that's happened with my mother...I suppose everything that happened last year. It's a lot to take in I guess & I'm not handling it as well as I should be. I'll be fine, I just wish I knew how to fix it...well, not so much fix it all but at least deal with my emotions in a healthy way & be able to move on. I don't know where to start though. I'll do a better entry soon, Big Brother is on & I'm watching that...plus I'm really tired & hungry & such...so I need to take care of those things. xoxo *Brandi*