What I'm Listening To: "Nothing" Sometimes I think it would be easier if I had no emotions than to feel the way that I do right now. I hate when I get like this, especially when there's no reason for it. Sure, things with my mom aren't great but they're never going to be...so I just have to deal with that. Otherwise, things are wonderful...so why am I so sad? To answer my own question, I'm thinking (well, hoping really) that I'm just being moody. That's the only thing that it could be unless it turns out I'm actually going crazy. Heh. Wouldn't that be great? I just needed to vent a little...I feel a bit better. I think I needed to actually be able to say that I'm upset for absolutely no reason. (wow, that really doesn't make any sense) It could be just one of those days... I'm getting better finally, which is good :) but I've passed my sickness on to Allan...which isn't good :( I feel guilty. It couldn't be helped obviously but it still isn't nice. He'll be fine though. It's like a really bad cold. Fun. Well I'll go for now, need to get ready...today is Allan's brother-in-law's birthday so we're going to their house to take presents through & such. I shall write again soon. xoxoxo *Brandi*