iz it true? dat u wer with ash on fridae nite? i dnt care itz just dat adam hada psycho at me and sed dat u wer wid ash datz y i aint seen u dis weeknd an umm hiz exact wordz wer " he waz wid his love lastnite " i duno whetha it waz 2 make me mad or not bt im nt 2 sure!! 1 thingz 4 sure no1 lykz me n every1 finkz im a whore bt wont tel me y... if itz becoz i lyk u wel derz nufin i can do becoz datz jus me n im sowi jordan bt im gettin sik ov der shit itz bringin me dwn n i dnt fink dey cnt realise dat iv jus been heartbroken by paul n dnt realise hw much i wna die im soooo sik ov der sht it hurtz me sooooo much.. i even told adam wat i 4t i asked him y he 4t i waz a whore n den i sed i waz wrong bout him i alwayz hav been i 4t he waz actually mi m8 n wanted 2 b nice 2 me bt obviously not im neva gona even kno y he finkz im a whore bt yea i seriously cnt handle dis shit nemre!!! u cn hav ash if u wna coz i kno ud prolly lose adam az a m8 if we eva went ot coz itz obvious wid wat hez been sayin 2 me!! wel i beta go coz im in tearz writin dis so i jus fink i beta go n try move on agen it mite take a while but i shud b ok.. wel i hope im ok!!!!!! fanx 4 bein awsum 2 me in everyway posible n alwayz bein der 4 me bt i dno how im gonna handle dis, mi lyf jus getz worse n worse az d daez go bi... so il leave u 2 it n il try drown in mi sorrow!! bye