[ wat hapend wud me n jordz from da beginin to da end ] me n jordz gt reali close at 1 point n wel he waz lyk mi best friend i cud tel him nefing n he wud neva judge me n wel he'd help me wid mi bf problemz n id help him wid problemz wid ash wen he had dem n den wen me n mi x broke up wel i realised der waz sumin bwt him i cudnt put mi finga on so i decided 2 go c him n wel it wnt pwetty wel i gave him a hug n we wer so happy den he w8ed wid me at da bus styop til i had 2 go home n i realised i actualli lyk him i saw him da nex 2 weekendz n we gt reali close, den on guy fawkes nite i waz at matt ellises party n waz fully wasted off mi face n wanted 2 hook up wid jordz n he sed no coz i waz drunk neway da nex mornin i waz sober n woke up at sum randomz house lol oopz neway i found mi way 2 da dairy wer i met up wid mi m8 daniel n i made him walk wid me 2 jordz place.. so he did n wel jordz waz asleep n we kinda woke him up oopz n umm he den let me in hiz house n he waz da only 1 der he den sed u cn hop in if ya want so i hoped in his bed n 10 minz l8a he fell asleep so i juss watched him n den datz wen i 4t i luvd him so i waz in fairyland lyk usual wel jus considerin i waz in da same bed az him n wen he woke up we talked n sumhow managed 2 fuk .. oopz wel neway he sed i cud tel 2 ov mi m8z coz dey wudnt tel ash'z sista so i did only coz he sed i cud den lyk 2 dayz l8a practically the whole of taita new n i waz angry bt noo jordz sed it waznt him so datz wen it al started it waz al mi fault den even tho he sed i cud tel dem *grr* i gt soo angry n upset i gt cald everyfing frm slappa 2 slut n i didnt kno wat 2 do den sumhow ash found out n wel i fink da whole world knew bt no1 wanted 2 hear mi side ov da story coz ima chik n wel chikz get cald everyfing neway she den started 2 slowly dis like me n wanted jordz even mre me n jordz den started havin big arguementz n we started driftin apart neway da otha day i waz talkin 2 todd thinkin itz weird dat dey luv echotha n dey dnt go ot n he musta told jordz coz he went ape sht at me n we argued 4 agez n den he goez dnt talk bwt me n mi ashy lyk dat an im lyk wateva n hez lyk i fukn luv her n im lyk if u luvd her u wudnt hav fukd me n he goz i cared 4 u wata mistake dat waz obviously n so i gt upset n den he goz fuken bitch den blokd me ..