alright so its been a while since i last updated this thing so here it goes: today was freakin weird for me but FUN and nice. i got to see a cow up close and scared me sooo much. the reason why i seen a cow up close was cuz i visiting my husbands family in another city here in Egypt and they have a farm kinda thing going on there. i saw chickens, roosters, a cow, some lambs, ducks, donkeys, horses....and lots of fly's hahahaha this is definetetly a place i wouldnt wana live, it looked all 3rd world country kinda thing there and it was gross and disgusting. i thought i was in those commercials u see on tv where u sponsor a child or something lol and i was freaking out that my clothes and shoes would get dirty cuz i didnt know that i was going to be visiting his family that had farm animals everywhere, but my husband wasnt with me. he was with his friends at a sport place playing soccer. oh well, its all good. he has a HUGE family and they were all kissing me and telling me that they loved me and it felt all weird to me cuz i dont get this kind of attention at home lol Anyways, so another thing that happened was a few days ago i was very mad and upset about alot things and my husband left like late at night to go hang out with his friends (1am) and i was flipping out about it to his younger siblings then i said FINE if he can go out then so can i, i wana go out. so i got dressed and i tried to leave but they wouldnt let me leave cuz its not normal for a woman to walk the streets alone late at night, but i didnt care i was mad. so they locked me in and said nooo we care for u so u cant do this we dont wana see u hurt. then i was like if u dont let me leave i will jump out this window. so his brother opened the window and said ok (not knowing that being the crazy person i am, i would) and i started climbing out the window like some crazy person but they pulled me down and they were like YOUR CRAZY but i was just MAD so afterwards of all this i look through the peephole and i see my husband coming so i run to the room to change my clothes and try to pretend like nothing happened. but of course his siblings told on me and he looked mad but we just went to sleep and we didnt talk about it lol I love being here all the time, mostly cuz my husband is the sweetest guy i've ever met in my life and his family accepts me as their own and i really do feel like family here. they all do everything to make me at home and happy. But i do miss home all the time and i think about it everyday. i miss going out to the bars with my friends to dance. i miss going to the gym and swimming and eating my favorite foods. theres lots of things that i took advantage of when i was in Canada, the simple things. like: Iced Tea, marshmellows, a carrot muffin, Second Cup, mashed potatoes with gravy and meatloaf.... many many things. But i also love it here and i know that i will miss it when i go back to Canada. I hear that the weather in my city is getting colder, fall. I dont miss that lol here, its the same weather all the time. only at night its a little chilly and i think im starting to get a cold from sleeping at night. Oh last night when me and my husband were talking, i asked him why he chose me to marry. He said that it was because i have a sweet heart and a kind heart and i am "lovely". i dont think anyone has ever called me "lovely" before. Hes soooo cute and i love him soo much. i love waking up every morning to him and kissing him goodbye everyday before he leaves for work and kissing him goodnight when i sleep in his hug awwwww.... and he even told me that now he cannot see himself sleeping every night without me in his hug, awww hes such a sweety. i really do feel thankful and im a true believer that everything happens for a reason. i've learned so much from him being in my life and i feel like im better person because of him. Anyways i should get going now, we're at a net cafe right now and i know hes tired and exhausted from playing soccer and having a meeting with ppl from work. so we will go home to relax and watch tv then sleep then he will get up for work tomorrow. Night!