hi so im chatting to my friend kassmani on msn and i was asking him some advice.
i need to go to Cairo the capital of Egypt to spend some time away from husband. its nothing tooo bad but i just need to be away from him and his family to think about our future cuz last night we talked for many hrs about alot of things and it was obvious to me that we should spend some time apart for maybe a week. the reason why is cuz i need to think and live life, check out the scene here more in egypt and plus hes got me thinking.
theres many rules in Islam (muslim) that i would have to follow and respect as his wife, i can respect of course but can i live my life like this forever with all these strict rules??? thats something i need to think about....and if i cant do it then i have no choice but to let him go....i will not talk to him anymore after i leave if i do cuz it will hurt too much...so i wil try to go to Cairo very soon for like a week to think about all this stuff and more.
i have a friend in cairo (koky) who is arranging something for me by tomorrow or sunday if i choose to go....i havent even told my husband of this yet cuz im still thinking, he will know soon enough.
Chantille, your too damn young for this stuff...I really dont think that you should have to change your beliefs and the way that you live at this age, your 20!!!! for gods sakes! you have sooo much more to live for! I really hope that you think this through thurouly...Anyways...good luck and I know that you will make the right decission.
Later babe!