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So here is the downlow....The guy that I have been with for a while now...had a girlfiend, which didn't bother me at all at first...but then as soon as things progressed with us I started to feel guilty and didn't think that it was fair. Usually I could give 2 shits...but I think its because I was slowly getting emotionally involved, and I couldn't let that happen. So lastnight at work we were talking on the phone, and I told him that I could no longer see him anymore...he was really shocked, and seemed quite upset....It's not like this was super easy for me either...but not that difficult. He said that he needed to talk to me after work and that we had to talk about this, so I agreed to meet with him. When he came to pick me up it was weird...I knew what I had to do but I didn't want to! Though I did it anyway....it's what my instinct, and concience told me to do. He looked like he was about to cry when I told him that I cant talk to him all the time anymore, and I don't think that I could handle hanging out with him again right away...he said that he understood, but didn't want this to happen....I said to him YOU HAVE A GF!!! AND I NEED A MAN I CAN CALL MY OWN!!! he said I know, I know...well I told him that he can't have the cake and eat it for two. So anyways....when we got to my house...we talked a little more and I agreed that we would ocasionally hang out as friends here and there...but nothing more or nothing less. So then he asked me to give him one more hug, and I did and then that was that. After about a hour and a half he called me and told me that he already missed me and that if I ever needed anything to give him a call. My response to that was..."if you ever become single let me know, but it might be too late by then..." and I left it at that. And I haven't heard from him yet... :-( I know that I did the right thing, but why do I feel sooo odd? It's a feeling that I can't explaine.... I'm in need of some advise...let me hear what you have to say... Thanx...

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Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that isunpredictable. No one knows what you're goingto do next and what you're in the mood for.Studying is not your thing and you would rathergo to a party than stay home. Life is just forfun and you need to be free to live accordingto you. You waste no time on lies, if you feelor think one thing you say it even if it hurts.Of course, people may be quite upset but thatdoesn't really bother you. It's not that youdon't care, because you do, but in thesesituations it's a waste of time. You live up inthe clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.People often consider you beautiful, but harshand they would think twice before getting toknow you. But once they do, they'll learn thatyou are always willing to take yourself andyour friends on adventures. Never will it be aboring time with you and your friendsappreciate that. You are not often seen sad,but you have your times. If someone has beenmean to you, you can quite easily trash-talkthem for betraying you. Nevertheless, you aremost of the time a good spirit who just want tohave some fun. Rate and message! What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres] brought to you by Quizilla P.S The concert KICKED ASS!!!!!

I AM GOING TO THEIR CONCERT TONIGHT!! I am soooo PUMPED! I was entered to win a draw at work for 2 tickets but this guy David won them, and I was all bumed out, so he asked me to go with him! AND I WAS LIKE HELL YA! He is a really funny and super nice guy!! Its gonna be a AWSOME time! Right after work I gotta change and then head on over to the MTS center, thats where all the concerts are held, and get ready to party!!!! And the best part is that we got the VIP tickets so we are in a suit!! 1st row!! Thats freakin awsome!! Plus we get free bevy's and food! Anyway I thought that this was worth updating lol. Well take care ya'll!! and Party hardy! XoXoXoXoXoX P.S I will fill you in on how it went tonight! :-)

Well this entry has to do with the previous entry with that guy that I talked about. So Monday night comes around....and I was just layingh in bed bummin around....and then I recieved a phone call form my great friend Sarah. She asked what I was doing tonight...and I told her that I think that I was just gonna chill at home, cuz I had no money on me or anything. But then all of a sudden I got the biggest urdge to go to the bar....it was very spontanious! and it was a great night! Anyway...so we decide that we are gonna go and hit up the Pal. (Palamino Club) So I get ready and then pick up Sarah and we are off for another adventure. So we get there and of course its packe inside...so we start to drink....after a few i'm feeling good...and then before yuo know it I am intoxicated, as well as Sarah! So then I go to her and say...I bet you any money that if I texed "That guy" that he wouldnt come and see me...and she is like I bet you any money that if you did call him nd told him to come to the pal that he would. So we bet $2.00 lol I dont know why only 2...maybe cuz we were hammered at this point lol. So I texed him...and like 2 seconds later he texted me back and said...."I thought that you never wanted to talk to me again?" I was like..." I dont care anymore...you should come and see me...blah blah blah" and the he said "Okay, I'll be there in like 10." So then I was all excited and what not! and he came bought us a shots....we talked and hung out and then Sarah and his brother talked! lol Sarah is a SILLY SALLY!!! hahahahah (Inside joke) But he said that he lied about having a gf...and this and that...and I asked him why and he said he didnt know...So I really still think that he dose have a gf. But he came to see me!! there is more to the story I just dont really wanna get into too much detail! Anyway...so we talk again...and I said some REALLY dumb things when I was drunk....so I had to apologize to him the next morning, and he said that it was funny, and cute. LOL but I thought it was HORRIBLE! but whatever I was JUICED lol it was a great time. So he went home at about 1 cuz he has to work at 6, and Sarah and I stayed there till close...we seen alota people that we havent seen in a while....then at the end of the night I danced with this OTHER SUPER SEXY BITCH!! he was a firefighter...and he got my number! So everything worked out :-) Oh! we were also told that Sarah and I were the best dancers there...and that seems to be happening alot more when we go to clubs now....we just dance the way that we feel the music I guess, and thats what makes us that good! lol. Well I think that pretty much wraps everything up! Talk to ya'll later!! XoXoXoXoX

I am a little bit mad at this point. I went on a "date" with this super hot guy....and everything was going great, he was sweet and everything! I knew him through some of the other guys that i've been on dates on lol. Well anyway...we went to the club, had a good time then we went to a party I guess you can say lol, and after that we headed home. So we made plans to go out the next day and this and that I was supposed to meet him at this other club called the Empire at 2am....but I was running a little late so I told him that I was gonna be late...he told me to text him when I get there....then plans changed and I was supposed to meet him else where....so I went to get one of my girlfriends to come with...and he text me like 5 mins before going and told me that he changed his mind and that he was just gonna go home. I was like Okay whatever no biggie....and LATER he texts me again and this is what it says...."Sorry babe, but I'm going back out with my X" I was in shock!!! and mad, and a bit hurt. I couldn't really be that hurt I was only with him for a day...I think I was more in lust then anything...and I liked the fact that he had alotta money a nice car, and that he was SUPER hot. I had a pic of him on my cell, but I got soo mad that I deleted it. So after wards he texted me again, and said "fuck my X come over" I was like are you kiddin me? like do you take me for a fool!! and he told me that I was beautiful and this and that!!! I was soooo mad!! I didnt know what to think. So I told him to just forget that he ever met me and just pretend like I never existed. And he said Well if thats what you want....but I dont want to forget you...blah blah blah. I said its for the best believe me. Its really too bad...he was sooooooo HOTT!!!!Oh well you cant always get what you want! But i think that there is a good chance that I will be seeing him in the future. I am sooo confused tho!! everything was going sooo well...he told me that he wanted to get to know me better, and start a relationship. fucken asshole!!!! lol Help me out people what do you all think of this sinerio? Laterz! XoXoXoXoXoXoX

Well, Its been a while and I just thought that maybe I should update this joint! Not too much noew stuff is goingon....same ol' really....just workin, drinkin partyin...not as much as I would like to but enough. So my best friend Sarah got her own store on Portage...so she is really super close to me now...which is good, I can meet her for lunch and stuff, and now we can take the bus home together. Ummmm my surgery date is closer then ever I am getting a little bit nervous....but super excited at the same time! Ummm this super hot guy started to message me, I had no idea who the hell he was at first but then I finally cracked the code lol! and WOW he is super hot!! I cant say the name though I have to leave that annonymous. Other then that there is nothing going on at all. .....Well thats it for now, and I will update soon hopefully with something a bit more exciting then this lol!! Later!! XoXoXoXoX

Hahahaha lastnight was quite the interasting night! Thats for sure!!! All I gotta say to start off the entry is GO SARAH, GO SARAH!!! Hahahah only her and I know what I am talking about! I have tought her well!! And I soooo proud of her!! she eventually gonna become a clone of me!!! Jk lol Thatw would be crazy! Anyway...so we went to the TYC got a little tipsy....met some guys....Sarah's sister left us! So sarah and I went home with these 2 guys....one a GIANT meathead! *wink *wink! and the other a skinny little fella! So we get to sarah's place and its already after 3am...I am intoxicated AND I have to work in the morning so I say i g2g Peace out everyone! But Nooooooo Sarah had otehr plans for me! she told me that her and Mr."X" lol need to go to her place...and that I had to take his friend, and dispose of him! So being the great friend that I am....i told the guy that I would drive him home.... So I did...but what I didnt know is where I was going!! SO! I ended up in the Maples!! Dropped his ass off, after arguing for like 20 minutes about me coming in to his house! So FINALLY I leave...but I had NO idea where that hell I was going! So yes....I got LOST! in the MAPLES! So I called a friend that lived in that area, and he helped me out...but I took a wrong turn, and ended up in butt fuck idahoe! (middle of nowhere! all alone!!) so then he told me that I had to turn all the way around and go back the other way!! well I did that, and I realized that I was almost out of gas!! at this point I didnt care anymore! So I just smoked all my ciggaretts!! And then I finally seen a street that I knew! and YAY! I made it home! Lesson for that night is.....Don't offer anyone rides unless you KNOW how to get home after! And make sure that you have enought gas to get to and from!!! Well That about sums it all up....Have a great weekend everyone!!!!! XoXoXoXoXoXoX

have you ___________ this summer 2005? SURVEY 1.gone to a party? DUH! 2.laughed until your stomach hurt? Oh yeah!! many times! 3.laughed until you almost peed your pants? Yes that too!! 4.gone on a vacation? I took holidays, but just chilled and partied alot! 5.tanned? Damn rights! 6.went to a camp? Hells NO 7.swam? Sure did! 8.went to the movies? I actually went lastnight!! 9.gone shopping? ALL SUMMER LONG BABY! 10.Had a job? Yes sir! 11.gotten freakishly bored? Huh huh...like right now!! 12.have you gotten sun burned yet? Nopers! 13.Been to another state? Not yet....but Going to Vegas in Jan, and Greece after that. :-) 14.been to the the hospital with an injury? Nopers! 15.commited a crime/broken the law? Almost everyday! 16.gone on a road trip? Was supposed to!!! lol but then I wrote off my car!! :-( 17.had a g/f or b/f? many booty calls if that counts! no need for one man! the more the marrier! 18.dumped a g/f or b/f? not really "dumped" but stop seeing! 19.kissed someone? Oh yeah!!! lol a few! 20.been to a concert? hahahah Yeah the DOORS!! 21.Been in trouble with the cops/parents? Uh huh! 22.had a memorable moment? A few of those as well! it all depends what you count as memerable! lol 23.had a horrible moment(refer to ..21)? Oh yeah! lol 24.made new friends? lol firnds!! fuck friends is more like it! lol 25.missed a friend? No, not really lol 26.Slept under the stars? nope too many misquitos! Damn those buggers! 27.thought about school? more like contiplated.... 28.been to the beach(refer to ..4)? Nope I said I wouldnt till next year! 29.thought about a special someone? I suppose.... -- UNIQUE -- 1. Nervous Habits: Biting the inside of my lips....damp hands, and rosey cheeks! 2. are you double jointed: in a few places 3. Can you roll your tongue: yes 4. Can you raise one eyebrow: yes I can! 5. Can you blow spit bubbles: Sometimes! 6. Can you cross your eyes: lol yeah! 7. Tattoos: not yet but will have some soon! 8. Piercings: I have my ears, belly button, and tounge...did have nose. -- CLOTHES -- 9. Which shoe goes on first: whatever one is the closest 10. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone: yes sir! 11. On the average, how much money do you carry: before or after payday? lol after payday I gots da cash...before payday got dick all! 12. What jewelry do you wear: always rings....sometimes earings...and most of the time my 'Z' necklace 13. Favorite piece of clothing: A nice top :-) -- FOOD -- 14. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: do both 15. Have you ever eaten Spam: hahahah yeah! 16. Favorite Ice Cream flavor: ummm resses pieces! 17. How many cereals in your cabinet: a whole bunch that no one likes! 18. What's your favorite beverage: H2O, and Nestle Ice tea! 20. What's your favorite restaurant: Ummm so far Christina's on Corydon. Great geek place. 21. Do you cook: Do I WHAT??? HELL NO! -- GROOMING -- 22. How often do you brush your teeth: twice a day unless they feel really grose inbetween. 23. Hair drying method: I like to let it dry on its own...but if ina rush i have to resort to the blowdryer! Boooooo 24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair: Yes, many times!! -- MANNERS -- 25. Do you swear?: Of course I do! 26. Do you ever spit?: ummm only when i'm sick. -- FAVORITE -- 27. Animal: Monkey/Tiger/Dog 28. Food: pasta's, love grilled chicken, and smokies!!! YUM! aspecially when you are hammered! 29. Month: I would Say April, cuz thats when my b-day is! 30. Day: Fridays baby! 31. Cartoon: Simpsons and Family guy where's #32? 33. Subject in school: Math, and Bio Oh and Fashion Tech! 34. Color: Teal and red 35. TV show: My so called life! 36. Thing to do in the spring?: splash through puddles! and get ready fo summa!! 37. Thing to do in the summer?: PARTY!!!! 38. Thing to do in the fall?: more partyin'!!! halloween man!! 39. Thing to do in the winter?: snowboarding!! -- IN AND AROUND -- 40. In the CD player: The Killers / Tu pac 41. Person you talk most on the phone with: Sarah, and this guy that I not going to mention lol. 42. Window or aisle: Window!! 43. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: ALL THE TIME! 44. What color is your bedroom: Red, black, white, and really light pink....almost white. -- LA LA LAND -- 45. What's your sleeping position: Oh my tummy. 46: Do you use a blanket: Always 47. Do you snore: Not that I'm awear of! 48. Do you sleepwalk: hahah nope 49. Do you talk in your sleep: sometimes....maybe when I am drunk? 50. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nah ah! 51. How about with the lights: Fuck that! 52. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Sure do! mostly radio 53. Last interesting person you met: hahahahahahahahahaha quite a few people you should say! YES or NO: x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: Yes x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: no x.YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yup x.YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes.... --DO YOU...?-- HAVE A CRUSH: I might! WANT TO GET MARRIED: F NO! GET MOTION SICKNESS: Nope THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: might have been! GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Sometimes LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Love em! --CURRENT-- HAIR COLOR: Ummm black, dark brown, red, blonde....(bright red that is) EYE COLOR: green / brown....sometimes more one color then the other. BIRTHPLACE: Europe PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Depends what mood I'm in. CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Milk chocolate all the way! VANILLA OR chocolate: chocolate --IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...-- CRIED?: no HELPED SOMEONE?: Sure have! BOUGHT SOMETHING?: Nope! GOTTEN SICK?: Nope GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Yes GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: Yes SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: Nope! WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope TALKED TO AN EX?: Hell no! MISSED AN EX?: nope WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: somewhat MISSED SOMEONE?: yes HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no Well there you go folks yet another GAY survey!!! thats what I do when I have nothing else to do!! Hope you enjoy!!! LaTa!

This is one of those entry's that you have NO freakin Idea on what hell is going on, and what the hell to write about. But you have nothing at all to do, so your gonna write about shit that makes no sense and has nothing to do with anything! .....How do you get 2 steps from reality? Is it even possible? (oh by the way I am not really drunk, its just a feeling thats all lol) So anyway....you cant escape reality so how do you beat it? How do you know that you CANT change something even if you really, really want to?? This thought has been running through my head all day....I guess it could be because of whats going on in the suroundings that I am stuck with....and my actions towards certain people....I am lost in sea filled with endless thoughts and questions that I doubt I will ever find answers to. It's like hunting for the already hunted....But I guess thats what you call life....and the saying "you live and you learn" Learning.....your always learning, but yet you always forget....so what's the point? Meh whatever....who cares! as long as you have fun while all this is going on then we should all be worry free!!! P.S I'm not having a "downer day" or anything I just felt like talking about crap....lol Well peace out ya'll! XoXoXoXoXoXoX

Well what can I say! it was quite the adventure lastnight like always!!! It all started off because I had club withdrawl! I said that I wont be goin to the bar that often anymore because of almost loosing my job last time that I went out. But after missing a Wednesday I HAD to go out!! Its in me!! I NEED to go out! I LIVE to goin out! Anyways....so the plan was that Sarah and I were gonna hit up TYC, but we needed some flow first....so we were gonna borrow some money from this place that gives you advances till your payday...so after tanning I went to one of those places called "Money Mart" and asked if I couls get a $100.00 advance till tomorrow (as in today) because I get paid. And the lady told me that I couldn't because my payday was to early...so that put a damper on my evening....so I consolidated with Sarah and she said that she would find us the cash to go out with. Which she always dose....so we called good ol' faithful Mark! to see if he could borrow me like $80.00 or something along those lines...but unfortunatly he had no cash either! So Sarah came to the conclusion that she was gonna go to a Money Mart and take out some cash. Well we went there to find that she forgot her bank card and she needed it....so now we are not only out of money.....all the way down on portage, and PISSED off cuz we aint got any money to drink with!!! Well here is the best part of the night! One of those lighbulbs that you only see on cartoons lit above my head!! I totally remembered that my mother had given me her bank card so that I can use it to fill up the car with gas!!! So I turned and looked at Sarah, and she was looking back at me....and I said to her....WE"RE GETTIN HAMMERED tonight!!! And of course she was all puzzled...and then I told her that I had my moms bank card so she smiled and we got all pumped!! The thing is that I wasn't supposed to take any of the money that I did....but how will my mom ever find out? I borrow the money now and put it back when my money gets into the bank! So thats what we did! we first only took out $100.00 like planned, thiking that it would be enough....so we get to the club and start our night with some hard ass shots...followed by some free drinks from the tenders!! so about a hour later i'm in the bag!!! and its time to go home...well....I am hammered, and I did drive to the club...so we have a bit of a situation...Oh and I met this super sexy guy....well 2 of them anyway....that I completely ruined my chances with....cuz i took off with Peter! Oh well...this one guy was like my DREAM man! And he was lookin for me....to see me leaving with another guy! and the I lost Sarah.....and then we all found each other! so I drove....but I drove right into a curb, and then some sort of grass patch, and another curb...I thought that my donut on my car was gonna fall off!! so....we are with this 2 guys that Sarah knows....and she suggests that one guy drives me car....but of course I refuse! AND I still had to go to the bank to make that money transcation wich took me a good 30 minutes to do in the drunken state that I was! So i'm taking out all this money not nkowing where I'm supposed to put it...mixing up mine and my mothers cards! Cuz they are the same....so FINALLY sarah dose it! So thats done and taken care of....thank god! Or my mother would have my head on a silver platter!! But ya...then I finally give in, and let that STRANGER that could rape me at any moment drive my car home....Sarah and "Howard" or whatever his name was were behind me. Then I realize that I have LOST my freshly bought pack of smokes, along with my freshly bought pack of gum....AND my LIP GLOSS!!!! I cant live without my lip gloss! everyone knows this! So I freaked out for a bout 10 minutes....and I honestly think that I left all that shit in Peters car....(dont ask what went on in there!!! lol) So we arrive at my place....and everyone is safe and sound....and now I gotta get my ass inside, and go straight to bed!!! And thats very hard to do when your as intoxicated as I was! But it was all good. So ya...that was my evening! I thought it was a blast! But I'm paying the price for it RIGHT now...when i'm sitting here at work, with another LONG dredful hour to go! And I already have plans made for me! But I definatly gotta get my ass home staright after work, and take a nap for a few hours! Well hope that you all enjoy my story!!! Take care ya'll! XoXoXoXoX

Where the hell did all my FRIENDS GO??? (Off my friends list) What the hell is goin on here!!! lol AHHHHHHH I think I am going Crazy!!! And I think that I am In LOVE BABY!!! jk hahaha Well Peace out ya'll! XoXoXoX P.S Everything worked out for me with my job and all. THANK GOD!! AND my best friend just got a promotion too!! She is going to manage her own store, super close to where I work too!! YAY I have a new lunch buddy now!! hahahaha I'm out!

I have got to be the stupidest (if thats a word) person in the whole world!!! Isn't your job supposed to be your number one priority?? YA! thats what I thought! Well its seems to me that my brian dont think so! Okay, so this is what happend....Sarah Laura, and I all went out like always but we arrived quite late but it was all good cuz the club was open till 3am. So anyways.....it was a good time I seen people that I haven't seen a years!! I mean like from high skool! So that was kinda like a reunion. And the best part was that they complimented on my apperance! thats always a plus especially if your a girl. Anyways.....so after the club I was supposed to meet up with Dave, Luke, and this other guy....so we all left....yes I drove under the influance.... :-( But its okay I just hit a pole this time! lol But ya so we dropped off Laura, and the Sarah and I were off on another ADVENTURE!!! we got to Lukes house, and I drank some more then...and Sarah was busy with one of the guys...but I will leave it at that....and Luke was trying to hit me up when we were upstairs taking shots....and I was more kinda with Dave! SO that was complicated....and then I ditched Luke and had some fun with Dave....Before I knew it I had to get the hell home!! SO...I end up driving Dave home and its all good, but as soon as I get home all hell breaks loose!! My mother started freaking out on me! calling me a irresponsable crack head, and that I drink way too much....and she thinks that I'm becoming a alki....and that I pick up too many guys, and god knows what the hell I do when I'm out. I'm a 20 year old that has nothing going for her, and that I should be more like this person and that person....So I couldn't take it anymore and broke down! on the car ride to work which I was a hour and a half late....and thats the worst part....I think I might be getting fired. I screwed up MAJORLY.....I cant go out during the week anymore...if thats going to cost me a job that I really love then I will give it all up. I cant lose this job....I really dont know what I am going to do!!!! So my boss didn't have the time to talk to me today so I have to be patient and wait till tomorrow, I am sooo scared that it feels like I am going to vomit! Well that pretty much sums it all up...I am a fucked up crack head retard that needs to her shit strait......

My confessions include....... [X] I am bisexual or homosexual...or something like that. [X] I've run away from home [] I listen to political music. [] I collect comic books. [X] I shut others out when I'm sad. [] I open up to others easily [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [X] I watch the news. [X] I own over 5 rap CDs [] I own an ipod [] I own something from Hot Topic [x] I love Disney movies. [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes [] I don't kill bugs. [x] I curse regularly. [X] I paid for that cell phone ringtone [X] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation. [] I love Spam [] I bake well [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [x] I own something from Abercrombie [x] I have a job. [] I love Martha Stewart. [] I am in love with love. [X] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS [X] I am self conscious. [x] I like to laugh. [] I smoke a pack a day. Close.....lol [] I loved Go Ask Alice. [X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [x] I have many scars [x] I've been out of this country [X] I believe in ghosts. [] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room [x] I am really ticklish. [] I see/have seen a therapist. [xxxxxx]I love chocolate. [x] I bite my nails [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play computer games/video games when i'm bored [x] Gotten lost in your city [x] Saw a shooting star. [x] Been to any other countries. [] I had a serious Surgery. (No but I will soon!) [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [x] I have kissed a stranger. [x] Hugged a stranger.. [x] been in a fight with the same sex. [X] Been arrested. [] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose. [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] Made out in an elevator. [x] Swore at your parents. [x] Kicked a guy where it hurts. [] Been skydiving. [] Been bungee jumping. [] Broken a bone. [x] Played spin the bottle. [X] Gotten stitches [] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [x] Bitten someone. [X] Been to Niagara Falls. [x] Gotten the chicken pox. [XXXX]Crashed into a friend's car [] Been to Japan [x] Ridden in a taxi. [X] Shoplifted. [X] Been fired. [x] have/had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] Stole something from your job. [x] Gone on a blind date. [x] Lied to a friend. [x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach. [] Celebrated Mardi Gras. [X] Been to Europe. [X] Slept with a co-worker. [] Been married [] Gotten divorced. [X] Saw someone dying. [XXXX] Driven over 400 miles in one day. [XXX] Been to Canada. (I live in Canada!!!) [x] Been on a plane. [] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [X] Thrown up in a bar. [X] Eaten Sushi. [X] Been snowboarding. [x] Been skiing. [x] Been ice skating. [X] Met someone in person from the internet. [X] Been to a moto cross show. [x] Gone/Going to college. [X] Done hard drugs [X] Taken painkillers. [x] Cheated on someone else. [x] Were so bored you took this survey.

I have had the best weekend in my life, since a LONG time!!! It started off on friday and didnt end untill the next day 11am. My gril Sarah and I met up with a few friends of mine....Dave, Surgeo, Sandro, and his brother. Well we went to the Palamino Club....where I got totally hammered! and started flirting up a storm with all 3 guys....but really I was supposed to be there with Dave....So Surgeo, looked very familiar....and thats because he tried to pik me up 2 before....I just counldn't really rememebr all that clear, untill he told me....so whatever....I kinda ditched Dave...and went off with Surgeo...(Keep in mind that all these guys are Portaguese) I have no Idea how the hell to spell that. Anyway...as the night progresses....I am more Intoxicated because they keep buy shots after shots of Tequila....I thought that club closed at 2, but It was open till 3am, because of the Folklorama. So whatever we all say till 3....Sarah is getting hit up by sexy Sandro's brother....which is not that good looking. She wants Sandro and so do I as well as surgeo, and Dave! So all I gotta say is I had a little bit of all 3 lol!! Thats when all the bad things started to happen....We left the club and then after we went to the Zoo.... ya the ZOO at 4am!! so Surgeo and I went for a "walk"....and so did Sarah and that other guy.... and they all left David by himself in the car! I felt soo bad for him...and thats when he realized that there was something going on between Myself and his friend Surgeo. So he was quite mad at me and then ya.....we all left....then Surgeo told dave that they were all going home...so they dropped him off, and LIED to him and called him from their house....but then they came and met up with Sarah and I.....So ya....I'm going to leave some of the detail out, just for security reasons! lol And then lastnight I had a big heart to heart with Dave...and he admited to really liking me and yattie yattie yatta.....so Sarah myself Dave, and Sandro went crusing....in his NICE sexy car. Its a Mitsubishi Spyder Convertable. And then we all went home at around 3ish, and I talked to Dave till 5.... and then here I am at work! Butr ya I had a great time with all those guys!! I need more weekends like that! lol. Well I better be goin! So talk to ya all later!! XoXoXoXoX

Thought I would "pop" by and see whats new seeing how I havent been on here for a very long time! Well I have GREAT NEWS once again! My mother managed to pull some strings at the bank and I Finally got my $6000.00 loan for my breast augmentation!! I am sooooo excited! But also scared at the same time because its really happening now!! Other then that I have been partyin hardy so no worries there....Marks birthday was a disaster though....everone was fighting....like physically fighting I sliced my nuckles cuz I punched my windshield....and ya....its all "gravy" hahahaha Well i dont have that much more to say! accept that I will post some pix of my boobs when I get them done finally!! See ya all laTer! Take care! XoXoXoXoX

Well I am going to "The Doors" Concert tonight!!! Wooo Hoooo I know that Jim Morrison Is dead and all but still there are 2 original members, plus the new lead singer or whatever looks like Jim, and he is from another Classic rock bad. I got the Tickets for free anyway...so that should be interasting. Well...I was going to write about the past weekend that just went by, but I have no time! Plus I forgotten most of it anyways.....All I know is that I was SUPER loaded....(nothing new) and Had a great time! Well....I think I am outa here!!! So see ya all later!! Peace! XoXoXoXoX

What a wonderful night it was lastnight!! Yes I went to the club like every Wednesday. So it was SUPER busy lastnight, and all the people that we knew, and seen.....well there is a story behind all of them....lol I guess you can say that all the guys that I seen at the bar that I knew, I did something with them before! God thats horrible!! Oh well....the way I see it is you only live once so you might as well do whatever you can and want to do before you die! lol Anyway....so Sarah, and I seen that guy James I believe his name was that I went home with 2 Wednesdays ago....and I was hiding from him lol. And then we ran into Kyle, and thats his friend that Sarah was busy with lol, and he called James on his cell IN THE BAR, to tell him that I was there....but luckiley I seen him, and he never saw me! lol Feeeeeeeeeeew! So that was good, and the we ran into Dash, and Boston! (which we had an adventure with after and during the bar lol Boston is SOOOO F-in funny!! lol He's our new best friend. We started a new traddition with him....everytime after the bar we get stupiedly high, and talk for hours about carp....lol....So it was a good night yestureday....I just wish that I was intoxicated more. Oh and to top things off for the night....Will got arressted!!!!! and we had to go get him from prison! I told Sarah that if I had to talk to a cop, or even see one that I was not goin there cuz I was driving under the influance for one....(Marijuana not liquer) And I have no liecence at the moment...it's invalid....I got away with it before, but I just had a BAD gutt feeling....So thankfully he was waiting by City Hall....So after we picked his ass up..(it's already like 3am and I gotta go to work lol) we go to the place where he left his car, meet up with Mark, get high some more.....and then Sarah and I leave for home....only to find that BOSTON is waiting there....So we chilled with Boston some more, and then I left and went to bed. FIN... And thats, that! See ya'll later! XoXoXoXoX

Lastnight I actually went taninng, and man did it ever feel goooooood! So I'm goin again tonight! Woooo Hoooo! Anyways....lol After tanning I went to Sarah's sisters house....and chilled there for a grand total of like 3 minutes before Will asked me to go to SeV with him. So we went to SeV, and then back to his place.... So we sat around read a cosmo...(Laura & I) while Will played XBOX. So then Sarah finally showed up for din din, and we ate some spagghetti, and then played Grand theaft auto San Andrea's. So Will went to pick up Mark, and then they came back with some good old Green baby!! so we got super baked again, and played some more Vd's. And then it was time to head on home cuz I gotta work in da morning! So we drove Mark home first....it was a fun car ride thats for sure! Mark and I were playing mind games with 2 other stoners it was halarious! they were sooo paranoied....it was super boffo! Anyway....not much more to talk about.....just that I'm going to the club tonight like always! yay!! partay! Well Take care ya'll!!! XoXoXoXoX