alright, my life officially sucks now lol lst night i told my husband that i wanted to go back to Canada...it really hurt me to say it and it even surprised me probably as much as it surprised him to hear these words come out my mouth... i still duno if i should go back or even when i should, he doesnt seem bothered about it today. he just asked ok so when do you wana go back?, not the reaction i was expecting...shows alot about him. anyways, im still waiting for a call from my friend Claire. the last time i chatted to her she was telling me that she has a new job as a Tv Host now...wow! im so happy and excited for her, i really am. shes just a great person to me and i hope everything works out, i know she will be successful in anything she chooses to do. also i've been thinking alot lately... my friends Bashar and Adil and many others have been talking to me seriously about some issues that im having in my life and even offered advice and a swift kick in the ass advice....maybe i need it, maybe im just crazy afer all. well i have to get going i will fill you in more about the things i wanted to say later. cuz i need to spend time with my husband and get ready to leave. im still thinking if i should go with my husbands family to a city here in Egypt that specializes in clothes called Port Said, after all i love shopping and i need to go out BUT theres many things that i have to think about and take under consideration before going. i have issues.