I remember the first time I cried blood
Warm and thick
Sliding down my cheek in crimson waves
I remember when I thought I was the only one
Who felt that way about you
That you were different from the rest
When it thought I could have you to myself
I remember the first time you told me
I was interesting
I remember when you told me that you cared
That I shouldn't kill myself.
I remember...
That bag weighed a ton
A pleasant weight against my side
That made me feel important
needed
wanted
necessary perhaps
Important in your eyes
I would've died for you to take a second glance