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Pull the curtain of humanity
Down around your eyes
And scream
Wrap yourself in your commercialism
Commensalism is shit
Admit that you are selfish
And move on
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I love everything about you
And I hate myself for it
I watch you there
With your pencil between your teeth
Chewing like it's your lifeline
Blinking slowly in the daylight
Walking outside of class
Hear you cursing as the late bell rings
Reminds me that you're human
To me, you'll never be human
You'll be cherubic
Even though that word
Makes me think of shrubbery
Even this seems to cynical
It taints my image of you
Looking at me
The sun behind you, highlighting your face
A healthy glow
And sometimes
When you stand close enough
It hurts me
But only when I breathe
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If it doesn't bleed
If it doesn't bruise
You didn't bite hard enough
Crack the whip
Tighten the straps
Pull my hair
Bite my shoulder
Because sometimes
I want you to hate me
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We are all doomed to this madness
This infernal choas of
Whatever it is
No words to describe
The worlds hatred
For humanity
Not unfounded