I always thought that when people called you up and asked you, pleaded that you tell them not to die. Tell them that they mean something, and have a reason to live... I thought they just wanted attention. But now... Now when my hearts wrenched out and bleeding... And all I want to hear is that I mean something. I want to hear I'm not worthless. I just want someone to tell me that, and mean it. I've swan dived into a swarm of lies. How do you tell lies from the truth, anymore? Jump in the water Jump in with me Jump on the alter Lay down with me My hardest question To answer... Is WHY WHY?! Save Me - Shinedown I did that. I called someone just to ask them if I was worthless. It's so hard... It hurts every time my empty heart beats. You see. I gave this person every ounce of love in my heart... Everything. But it wasn't enough. It's never enough. Why do I deserve this? (You don't) Why does this keep happening? (I don't know) You shouldn't depend on your friends to give you reasons to live.... But I do. Because I'm a selfish greedy person.