Can't we say I'm bitter
And leave it all at that?
You take a deep breath
Shudder, fall back
It's enough enough to you
You act like it's my job
To pull everyone through
I'm impressed
You're so much better
And I'm a mess
This is just a test
Of our faith
Loyatly falters
Our passion is slain
Gone to the dogs
And we're out just the same
Take a deeeep breath
Shudder, fall back
It's fact
We're done
It's through
I'm sick and tired
Of looking up to you
You're not better
And I'm not worse
You're gone
You're out
Things make sense
Take another deep breath
Shudder
Fall back
It's over
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"See...? See...?" She smiled her broken smile and picked up the pieces, they tore and caught at her flesh as they slipped through her fingers one by one. "Don't things make more sense now...?"
I stared at her, down on the floor and bleeding on her hands and knees.
"Don't things make more sense once you take them apart...?" Her smile looked fragile as she stared at me.
Her eyes seemed to reflect all of my sins, broken to pieces and put together in crystal clarity... All in her eyes.
And she cried.
I stared back at her, almost angry at how she could think that things were that easy. But all I felt was regret, as I said the last thing I'd ever say to her and turned my back to everything I once believed in and walked away.
"Only if you can figure out how to put them back together."
it made me feel like someone in this whole fucking heartless world cares