This post -was- about Gemma, a girl i dated. She was ignorant and selfish, and i gave, and gave, and gave some more. This post was me spinning myself into a whirlwind of worry, essentially because i was scared to talk to her. This is what i count as me being weak. Back then, it was just me, but now i've learnt that these feelings, the ones that were expressed here, should not be felt by me; that i deserve FAR better. Again, i say, FUCK gemma.