I've made the realisation, probably not for the first time, that i'm one of "those" guys. One of those your mother and father would hate, one you could never understand or get enough of. The type of guy who does drugs, sex and music because that's what he enjoys, who sees life as a kind of art that's constructed depending on the choices you make, the risks you take and your perception of the entire thing. I've also realised that everything is made so much easier if you simply stop thinking. This scares me, but only because i've been thinking about it.