i feel like crap. i need a cigerette so bad. i am tired achy. i need a bf so bad i am so boring. i was trying to get a guy but then he is now going out with my cousins sister. i have tried to get him for a year now. i am so pissed. my mom is being a bitch because she said i might as well just learn how to do slavery work cause she said i'm not even going to graduate. i want to funkin kill her once in a while. but on the other hand i asked her if she can pay for an icp cd that i have orderd and she said i dougt it. that more likely means yes so yay!!!