hey, ok well... i have had 5 different bfs since i last wrote in here and i have 2 bfs right now. i dated this one guy and i only seen him once in the month and a half that we dated so i was like fuck it so i broke up with him. the second guy i dated and that i am still dating lives like an hour away from me so i dont get to see him much any more then what i did when he live in the town that i live in. the third guy i have dated on and off for the past 2 years. the fourth guy i dated was way too shy but really, really nice. and then the fifth guy i dated and i still am is my love of my life. i love him so much and he loves me so much. and i call myself a slut because i have 2 bfs and i have 2 fuck buddies that are not my one of my bfs. my 2 fuck buddies are 2 of my ex's that i have mentioned up there^. their names are jeff and nic. and my 2 bfs names are norman and aj. but yeah so that is my life right now. and u can say ne thing u want but i just dont care if it is negitive thing so yeah. i love my life right now so i am going to enjoy it as much as i can. o and i am now 18 and i have been 18 for a little bit over 2 months. i am moved into my house that we have been working on and i have been living there for almost a year now. i have been doing weed everyday for a month now. getting into trouble is my kinda thing. my friend josh is in the hospital for cancer. and it is almost a year since my friend had past away. so yeah. thats my life right now so yeah well ttyl bye bye.