just as an update really about yesterday...is just that simply me and jay are over...he wants to work thigns out with meg...says he wants to be with me just not now that things are really good with him and her right now...that's my update for now i will write more later i'm just not in the talking mood about it...i slept for most of the day, and i guess kind of in denial about it still or at least supressing it..oh and jay still wants to be friends. ok i'm done