I am really disappointed with myself right now. like you know that the things you do today will affect the future, and will hurt you later, but you still do those dumb things. I hate myself for it, I hate myself for hurting the people closest to me! I really need help but I dont know where I should get it from. I dont want to go to any doctors, and I dont want to be all crying in front of my parents, and my friends, I dont know if my friends would accept me afterwards if I told them... I guess that I am just a whiny emo kid, I should just shut up and take it like a man!
I suck
Dan
dont get down on yourself, your gonna be fine. When your older, and accomplished your gonna look back on all the shit you did in your past..and just smile. lifes a dance, you learn as you gooo
-rach
and if your friends dont accept you afterwards then they werent really your friends to begin with...and it may be a good way to find out if they really are
ive been there ive done it so i know what kinda feelings you have going on maybe not exactly but i know what its like not having anyone to talk to so yeah just talk to them and see.
I'm adjusting as best I can, it's so beautiful here, and I don't wanna leave, but yeah. I miss you guys real hard.
Is Jarren coming back after basic?
-kaila
my diary is kailam
I don't think I would think less of you. i mean unless you killed someone? but somehow I don't think that's the case.
sometimes when i need someone the most i push away the person that could help me and that i love the most.
dont feel bad about yourself kid.
im sure things will get better.
and if they dont...
you can always talk to me =]
we can be whiney emo kids... TOGETHER!
haha