One thing you probably don't know about me is that I'm ANA... anorexic that is... or I was and I'm kinda slipping again. It's not like I'm as skinny as most people think anorexics are. In fact I'm at a pretty "noraml" weight for my age and height, but I don't know how to be normal. What I do know, however, is that being this way is actually kinda rewarding, not just the losing of weight, but the being able to feel something. Anything.