A mindless blob. I feel words racing in my mind, but ideas are faded to the nothing of despair. I have things to say, but I'm not sure how to say them. My mouth opens in the classic fish way and the thoughts come spinning to the front of my brain, but no sound swims from the mouth. I need to say something. Yet, I have no idea what it is I need to say. There are thoughts I'd like to share, despite the knowledge they'd fall on deaf ears. No one listens, that I know, but still I need to speak, even if I am not heard. So if anyone's out there to catch my words whisper on back and perhaps the sentences might come together.