So... I'm getting tired of my friends. I mean not in the way I was a couple of years ago when I was actually thinking about not being friends with them... but in the way that I know none of them understand me and have stopped trying. I want to have a serious conversation with someone, someone who actually knows what they're talking about and not just because I brought the topic up. I also wish I had more nerve to talk to random people that seem cool... but of course I don't. Le sigh. So instead I shall be lonely, wishing someone intressting would take pity on me and make an effort to know me--and not just expect me to tell them about myself... but actually make that effort to know me. People don't do that anymore. At least not here... they ask questions and expect you to answer. That's how they get to know you. No one just watches and notice the little things that truly make a person who they are.