"You feel somewhat detached from your immediate surroundings. It's as if you are hidden underwater in a murky swamp looking up at everything and it all seems warped by the ripples on the surface of the water. But it's not reality that is bent out of shape; it's you. Maintain a low profile so that you don't have to tell people everything that you're feeling." Fuck you horoscope. fuck you for being so horribly right. Im just kind of angry at everything today. everyone and everything is getting under my skin and i just want to crawl out of it. im on my hands and knees baby, right where you wanted me. The select few people that make being here ok arent around when i wish they'd be. catch me at the wrong time, my defenses are down. love kicks like a shot of adrenaline when your running for[from] your life. Friends, the only place where the heart is. Home is an general mistake. The people that make you want to slit your/their/our throat. i saw her and it made my blood boil. my friends are NOT your friends. You dug your own grave darling, lay in it or be put to rest by your own actions. never lay your god damn hands on him again. Hypocritical actions. you cant claim one thing and then go flirt with disaster. But god damn its so hard to resist when the danger feels like life. live and let live, baby, but know how to do it right.