Self medication is in itself an own thought. You can never feel right on your own so you depend on something else to make your world a better place. who says its not right? hate others for doing it but do it anyway and hate{love} yourself artifically. Artificial love with artificial feelings. Plastic mannequins with plastic feelings. "fuck i cant let this kill me, let go. i need some more time to fix this problem im talking to the ceiling my life just lost all meaning" what i see in the mirror is fake, i swear its fake. its not who i really am, i swear. its all fake. fake feelings. fake plastic. fake faces and fake hair. fake breasts and fake waists. make us all judge ourselves harshly, we're all fake on the inside/outside. FAKE FAKE FAKE its all a lie. i miss everything about who and how i was and what the world meant to me. its all fake now...