Born to be down I think that I said this before now Born to be down What good is confidence And you just don't get it Keep it copacetic And you learn to accept it You know you're so pathetic Wow. who's a fuck up? i am. Family matters just go unexplained and the silence kills. Just rush me on that blade, ill drip sweet serenity and fix everything. People say that causes more than fixes. but get rid of the tumor and usually the cancer goes too. take away the cause and you can mend the bridges it burned. please just burn my bridges. they allow too much to cross. They need to drown, not go to the other side. not to others lives. i dont want to infect others. Kiss me im fucking contagious 10 shaking fingers trace my 9 fading scars. They run over the 8 new open wounds. Within 7 minutes, I start losing my sight, and 6 times I almost blacked out. 5 more minutes and I know Ill be gone. The 4 pillows propping me up start to fall. 3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from 2 red eyes. But after all is said and done, 1 more chance would have killed me faster. ilikedit. it doesnt really mean anything other than a fantasy.