Fighting for a breathe, the air not coming and the water bearing down. kick, push, pull, reach out. your never going to find that floating godsend. you'll drown, drown in your sea of regret, pain, and anguish. your sea of past maybes and future im sorry's. your sea will be your end, and your end will consume your sea. such a contradiction on such a irrevalent plain. dont question, just float. when you start to wonder, you start to go under. keep your head above water, keep what you have, because uncertainty will drown you. There are those who find that raft. dependant, dependant, oh so dependant. dont use that kind of language, it isnt well. either you take your chances on becoming a mermaid or you drown. mermaid-drown-dependency. which is the worst destiny?? i want to become a mermaid. i want to smile again and mean it. scouts honor.