Ever feel so detached from the world? Like everyone you let yourself care about no longer has the desire to keep your tired body around? Kick me to the curb like an old can, im just scrap metal for the elements to weather and the seasons to break down anyway. You can beg and scream for something you KNOW you need, but chances are that your never going to get it. yes yes, the whole world is working against you. its all their fault. "its not you, its me"'s reversed. Get an idea, let it go. it will never work, it will never see the god damn light of day. Positive thinking. Ah hell, its all washed away anyway. why even bother? your line of thinking is fucked. no one has fun when the depressed kid is hanging around. be the screaming kid who runs around and makes everyone laugh. be the silver lining. be what they cant see. be their god damn ray of sunshine. Lets get lost at sea. See how desperate we get. how long we can go, how far we can push our limits. Hold your breathe and see how long you can go, wait until everything gets fuzzy and your lungs scream. See if you can really handle pushing yourself. They say that when you hold your breath for long enough, you get that feeling that you can do it forever, like a 'pleasure' they call it. Thats when your body takes the oxygen from your blood, thats when a euphoria gets created. Isnt creation just beautiful? fuck lets reverse how we feel so we can fix it all. like a bandaid. if only that made owwies better. they just kind of seal a fate. fucking bandaid me and seal my god damn fate, bitches [[im sick of everything normal, lets just go fucking insannneeeee and mosh our little hearts out and scream until blood splatters on the walls]]