school is ending i didn't even tell john hwo i feel!!!this really sucks so many times i had the chance and i didn't say anything.i can't believe that i didn't tell him that i wanted to at least try to be his gf taht wouldso rock cause he plays guitar he is hot he is funny he is really wise to and knows what to say and he is a realy good friend i can remember everytime he like talke to me and he told ne of his sick jokes and would diss this girl alicia and quiz me on music and many other tigs that i can't remember,oh now i remember lol he remembers when i am mad at him ,which is all the time ,it is mostly from jealousy!!! but i only wish i knew things ,like if he likes me or not,i don'y think he does i think we are just good kinda best friends ,and i am good with that ,idc if i am only a friend or a best friend,i am cool,idc if he liies another girl!!well i do but it is his klife and i can't take control of it !!!! peace out and if u read this and leave a comment please leave ur name in the commnentand idc what u say just let only be about the passage thank you and this goesm for al the pasages !!thank you and idc who reads it and i dc if u maek fun of !!peace !!!!!my s/n is crazykt94 if u want to reach me 2:30 -4:30 and then 7:00-9:00 off 4 10-15 at 8 monday-fri tis only goes for !!!!!!and afterjun 10th tis will change !!!!!