fuck it

Listening to: ashlee simpson-album
Feeling: itchy
im caught up ..dont know what to do..its feel like ive been captured ..but dont know by what.Deep down i kno something is in there but i cant seem to dig deep enoguh to find it. every time i try to dig i get drowned, drowned by the tears..tears of sorrow, tears of regrets, tears of why am i living. im a waste of breath..no one cares...cares to kno what i care about ..and why i feel this way...no one looks this way..only when i have something they want..tehy take it use it..ask for more..im worthless..worthless because im stressed..worned..used..thats how u wanted me right? well gues what your dream has come true..hope u live it good ..because im suffereing..suffereing what i shouldnt suffer..i didnt ask for this ..but i guess u dont get what u ask for or else you would be the one suffering. you brought me down..down so far u have me kissing the bottom of your ass ..but guess what...i fooled ya...im not low ...im high...the highest ever...now you are kissing my ass..you see me now ..im what you always wanted to be and more than you would ever be ...i stand tall..im the greatest...word of advice..next time you bring some one down..make sure u shit smells good...because now u are smelling mines
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wot u rote..thats good dude...real good...understand it so much ay...just wish i was like u and back up high instead of still crawlin...
hey...thanx for da comments and...da way it goes is...my ex is going out with my best friend (ski) and he cheated on her..with who i found out today is a chick (the chick he cheated on her with) is 3 yrs younger than him...will pretty much get with nething that moves...is 13 and has been pregnant 4 times..sorta says it all ay..and yea..its not dat easy to 'get up there' wen everythin is fallin down round u. neway. l8rz
wow that was good..=)..umm i live in hamilton..lol..canada! hahaha..well umm yah i guess..thanx 4 leavin the message in mine..yay u saved me as a friend =)..well you take care xooxox luv ya
[Anonymous]
wooo that was one strong SMELLY entry!! haha...so how are you and my rose in common..mmm?

---leo
[Anonymous]
Thank u soo much for caring..i shouldnt have opend up to him ...but hey..i make mistakes too you know..its jus i never thought that he would do such a thing to hurt me..and i unno about next time..bcuz i hate how guys always treat me this way when i fall 4 them..it will be a while the next time i get a boyfriend...
[Anonymous]
its true that most guys all they want is piece nd shit and if thats what they expect then screw that i aint givin them nuttin..this is jus another chapter in the book of life and hey i not dead so i shouldnt be worring..But thanx 4 the comment..love ya too much xoox-thaowie
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