been a minut

Feeling: alive
hey ..man its been some times...school is like really akick ass...i have been through every thing these past weeks...lets see..first off i went back t school....still have feelings for tha same 'ol ex that i broke up wit when school ended...dumb me...welll i thoguht we were goig t get back together..proved me wrong...we didnt. HBe now goe with this gurl robin..she is cool..i dont know her so well, but they dont make a pretty good couple if uasked me..well anyways ...he told every 1 that i sucked his dick..why ? because my mom kind of cursed him out of what happened last yearof why i broke up wit him...(he still was in love with his ex)soo anyways..moms hold grudges...i was soo mad at him..i swear i cursed him out soo bad..then he said he was sorry and told everyone that it didnt happened he was jus mad at me ...well anyways ..robin wants to fight me now..unn why she jus does...andalso i eard her talking to her ex tellin him that she doesnt go with jamal and that he be calling her..so they were arguing...shuld i tell jamal??? well anywas..i go wit this guy evan..i dunno...i dont feel as if were right...i jus went wit him toget ver jamal and make him made..im uca a lame...haha oh well..i hope it works..good lluck..thngs with my mm are still bad...matter of fact..WORSE...but everyhing is everything...jus two more years and ill be out tis btch..wll..guys thats much of the updtion..oh yea ..got in my first fight last night and kick some as..at a football game.had to back my friens up..it was fn..me nd evan fist kiss..so sweet..butok hollas..drina
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*cries* u no to mani ppl for muh small head to no wot ur torkin bout..i say..kill ex, kill ex's gf..n neone else we dunt like..well..unless u like dem..i dunt no do u? dah now im guna have to go read ya entry agen
mk u do have feelings for him..hmm i dunt no.. if hes nethin like all of my ex's..kill. But if not..mebe things will work out. I HAVE NO IDEA WOT DA HELL IM ON ABOUT. ahem..yes..i doubt u do either...lol..im still recoverin from last nite which why nothin i say makes ne sense...alcohol, sex n sum stonement..all still goin round in head..neway ill tty l8rz..take care
Long time no talk.....


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Hey... thanks for commenting on my diary. Yeah, my dads an alcoholic. And I couldn't just walk away beacuse he'd like smack me or something. I just have to take it. Thanks for commenting again. Talk to you later.